&%$#!*&^%#$%!!!! ARGHHHH!!! I'm in a foul mood. GRRR. I just typed a looooong message to a friend, and the stupid internet connection was so lousy that after i clicked "send", IT DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH! It took me more than 30 mins to type a super looong message to express alllllllll the things i want to say - but it just - GONE LIKE THAT! Feel like smacking/slamming/hitting something. URGH! I hate it, I just hate it when my long entry suddenly gone, and i didnt even have a copy of it. Arghhh! And it's impossible to retell retype everything! And you know what? This sickening incident reminds me of my JPA form which was not sent! Internet connection. Message. JPA form. *hit my head on the table*
*massaging temples*
you know what? i'm tired.
you know what? i can't.
you know what? i tried.
you know what? i am confused.
you know what? It's just too hard.
you know what? This is not an emo post (in case you would label it that way).
This is just a random post of some feelings' confessions
and some random thoughts floating in my mind.
"don't get too serious too soon."
"take it slow."
"It takes two to whisper."
"why let somebody else do it for you while you can do it yourself?"
"Don't let anything blindfold you from seeing happiness."
"You would never know your full potential until you are challenged."
"I am giving myself holidays, from things i wish to continue doing, but maybe not these few weeks."
"getting used to it."
"holidays."
"breaks."
"absence."
"a new realization."
"a view of sunrise at the horizon."
"fantasy."
"reality."
"bitter sweet"
"quit."
"not yet."
"it's like a puzzle. everything has a piece of it. you just gotta find them and put them together."
"duet? no."
"violin? yes."
"busy? Crazily insanely BUSY."
"frustration? very."
"crying? Oh please, i wish to. But just can't squeeze out any tears."
"get out. get lost."
"collapsing? still holding myself tight."
"It's been here all this while, you just gotta realize it."
"Baby you are down, down, down, down, down."
I am.
*massaging temples*
you know what? i'm tired.
you know what? i can't.
you know what? i tried.
you know what? i am confused.
you know what? It's just too hard.
you know what? This is not an emo post (in case you would label it that way).
This is just a random post of some feelings' confessions
and some random thoughts floating in my mind.
"don't get too serious too soon."
"take it slow."
"It takes two to whisper."
"why let somebody else do it for you while you can do it yourself?"
"Don't let anything blindfold you from seeing happiness."
"You would never know your full potential until you are challenged."
"I am giving myself holidays, from things i wish to continue doing, but maybe not these few weeks."
"getting used to it."
"holidays."
"breaks."
"absence."
"a new realization."
"a view of sunrise at the horizon."
"fantasy."
"reality."
"bitter sweet"
"quit."
"not yet."
"it's like a puzzle. everything has a piece of it. you just gotta find them and put them together."
"duet? no."
"violin? yes."
"busy? Crazily insanely BUSY."
"frustration? very."
"crying? Oh please, i wish to. But just can't squeeze out any tears."
"get out. get lost."
"collapsing? still holding myself tight."
"It's been here all this while, you just gotta realize it."
"Baby you are down, down, down, down, down."
I am.
Give me a sign.
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