Haiku - Sweet love.

Did you ever know?
Your presence sweetened my life.
Oh, when love creeps in.

ag.nes 01.06.2011

A sad clown.

Day 4 [Singapore]

Weather: Perfect sunny!

I woke up late! :'(
and so i couldn't go swimming, or else my swimsuit wouldn't be able to dry up before i leave tonight. *sobs* Anyway, i shouldn't go swimming too as now my arms muscles are kinda painful. I think i swam too much yesterday. I was doing breast stroke until, i really didn't have the energy to pull my arms in the water. Luckily i didn't persist, i might get drown due to tiredness. :P

So, instead of wasting my time doing nothing (or continue sleeping), i started packing. Hopefully, no more re-packing in the last minute! Okay, there's still one thing i would want to do before i leave Singapore. But i'm really not too sure if i should. =/

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A sad clown.
such an irony.
or is he an imposter who hides himself behind the thick happy make-up?
or is he a hypocrite who tells the world to be happy,
yet can't help being sad himself?

Lesson # 3: Stop pretending.

Oh, i came across with that three words, and they made me ponder, so i just wrote it out for sharing. :)

Twisted and hurt.

Seriously.
It's drifted way too much.
I should get back on the track,
or i would miss another chance
to find myself back again.

It came knocking at your door
unexpectedly - should i open it
and embrace it even though it spells impossibility?
Why did it come anyway?

Things are often presented in a stark difference.
When these two totally different worlds meet,
it either creates sparks or it creates
nothing.

I once thought that i was quite good
and i had nothing to worry about.
But the truth revealed itself -
I'm worried about almost everything.

The rational mind tells me no
but my emotional heart tells me yes.
Twisted and hurt,
which one should i go for?

Writer's thought:
Well, i guess part of it is inspired by the Malay song, 'Isabella', which sings of a sad love story of two different worlds. It has a very strong melancholy element in it.

Stay.

Stay

if you could just stay,
i won't be afraid of things around me.
if you could just stay,
i know that i have someone near to turn to when trouble comes.
if you could just stay,
you could protect me from things that steal my faith away.
if you could just stay,
we could embrace each days together as it comes.
if you could just stay,
you could keep me company when loneliness creeps in.
if you could just stay,
you could keep me warm in your arms when i shiver.
if you could just stay,
your presence alone will sparkle my world with beautiful glitters.
if you could just stay,
you could add on more happiness to my life, more than you could imagine.

Hold my hand now, and stay here.
Whisper to me, "I'm here."

Stay...and everything will be alright.
because you are right beside me.

Uiit! Feel like making a song! hehe. it has been a longg time. :) Mmm. Good idea! Gonna pay a visit to Ruby dear soon. Of course, i need to edit the lyrics, make it better, more suitable for a song. Well, i was just simply typing some words for the pic just now.

Ooh by the way, that's another design from me. How's it? I did it just now. Erm, can't sleep again. X( It's the time when my imagination is the wildest. So i guess i should design around this hour? haha. Ok, the pic, it was taken in Boulevard. (went there with church friends today after church this morning) Hmm, basically, i want to focus on the snow globe itself, and of course the couple in it. They look sweet. :) I simply love snow globes! They always look precious to me, and make me want to keep them nicely. And whenever i shake it, as the delicate glittering and sparkling "snow" float around gracefully, it reminds me of the beautiful memories i had. :)

I'm so gonna try to make one someday! :D

if you could just stay
here.