Jogging with Gracie

09/04/2011 - I went jogging with my dear sister in the evening. It was really great because i got to spend ample time with her, talking to her, and listening to her telling stories (stories mom and dad don't even know :P). :) I wish i could watch her grow. I don't want to just be a passer-by in her life, but rather, i want to be someone who changes her life. :)

Childhood.

How fast time has passed. Childhood is now forever in the history of life, we can never go back. But look at what we have now, look ahead! Future is awaiting us. :)

Love the sunset at the playground, it brought back some sweet and funny memories.

Yep, it was so great! Guess what? We completed 10 rounds! Hooray!!! ^^

* I wrote this entry and uploaded these photos while doing assignment. T-T Well, I am really tired and sleepy. I don't know why, it just feels as though i never get enough sleep. Zzz

I'm missing you already!

宝贵的礼物

很久没有用华文子了。想当年，我是多么享受些华文作文/散文的。如今，简直是没有再用华文写作了。 华人啊！不可撇弃中文啊！哈哈。

今天是星期天。因为担心恩恩去joggerthon会跌倒还是什么的，所以就跟爸爸陪她一起去跑。这个joggerthon 是由华校举办的。 （详细资料，我不知道。） 一大清早就赶呀赶，冲到一中去。 爸爸先放我和恩恩在校门口，就去找停车的地方。 我就牵着恩恩的手，踏入那陌生的地方。 看到一个大婶，牵着一个女孩，心想她应该会知道要去哪里报道。

“嗨！ 请问一下，小学生组别要在哪里集合？”
“噢，在跑道前那里。”
“OK，谢谢你啊！”
“你也是来陪女儿跑啊？”
“Err，是跟我妹妹来的。”
“哦！不是她的妈妈。哈哈，我还以为是个这么年轻的妈妈。嘿嘿！”

=.=||| 是我有一点老啊，还是我看起来像是个早婚的少女?! T^T

唉，就是这么一段非常伤心的对话。心也快碎了。。。

Gracie and daddy.

出乎预料，恩恩的 stamina 很惊人！第三十名啊！是很厉害，很厉害的了！我都输给她了啦！或许真的是有老了一点。 （一点而已！） 不要紧，我会加紧练习，增强体力！是时候该再去游泳了。 刚刚好啊，假期快到了。 再忍一忍！

Joggerthon 过后，爸爸就带我们到咖啡店去吃早餐。 第一次和爸爸一起出去找地方吃早餐。 感觉。。。很开心，很幸福。 ：） 爸爸就点了番茄酱粿条，介绍给我吃。 蛮好吃的。 我点了我的 teh tarik。 三个人早上运动后，一起吃早餐。 ：） 感觉很不错，我很喜欢。

特别是与家人一起。

家人，永远是上帝给我们最好的礼物。 家人，是上帝特别选给我们的。 世上多么多人，而从这么多人中，我们有缘的成为了一家人。 彼此被上帝所连的缘线牵着，就是要我们互相扶持，互相关照，互相疼爱。 ：） 就算整个世界离弃了你，家人还是会在你知道的那个地方等你。 只要你懂得珍惜，你永远会知道那个地方在哪里。 所以，当我很是伤心的时候，我喜欢跟家人在一起。


不管我长得多大了，只要我有需要，我还是可以像个小孩一样回到家中。 像小孩般哭诉，要不就在哪里大哭。 有时他们并不需要知道发生了什么事，但轻声地一句安慰，仿佛再给了我力量。 不需要太多的行动，却足以医治一颗受伤的心灵。 在父母眼里，我们永远都长不大嘛。 所以，他们永远都会在那里保护我们，担心孩子在外头吃了苦，担心孩子熬不了，担心孩子扛不起。 担心得恨不得自己可以帮我们承担一切。 我很喜欢这样的家。 因为他们永远爱我，因为他们永远支持我，因为他们永远接纳我，因为他们不曾嫌弃我。。。

因为他们是无法取代的宝物。

* * *

我呢，就是要做自己。

开心的时候，我要散播快乐的种子； 伤心的时候，我也不会隐藏我的感受。
想笑的时候，我会开心的笑； 想哭的时候，我不会在你面前哭。
（怎样都好，要装坚强啊！哈哈哈！）
但真的不行时，我也不会憋着泪。
逼不得已时，我不会掩盖我一丝的情感，喜怒哀乐是正常的。

想做的，不会再犹豫。
喜欢的，会勇敢去争取。
不喜欢的，休想我去做。
但若不喜欢的，却又真的是该去做的，我。。。会尽力的。

是谁让我想通了这些？
好像是。。。你们吧？ ：）

First day of Semester 3

I was hoping that it would be a great start, but... I AM NOW

mentally exhausted.

physically exhausted.

More...

I didn't have a place to go.

i'm roomless. Nowhere to take short nap.

and i'm

offended. *hurt* I don't like that word, alright.

my palms are killing me.

By the way, Fiona and I went to see the juniors at the field while waiting for dad. And i told the person in charge, "attitude." I told them to treat the juniors nicely. I just HATE those who take the advantages of their superiority to bully and torture the juniors during orientation week. During my orientation week, they made me hate the institute so much. Why force people to respect you? Treat others well and you will earn the respect automatically. And i dunno how many times i have said this today. Why do you have to go on with the unhealthy and childish tradition? Is that fun? Bullied by our seniors and now taking the revenge on your juniors?

Gracie was asking money from me to pay the violin enrollment fee. And i just realized i left RM200. :( Where did all my money go? So i passed RM100 to her. I'm broke dy so can't help much. She was happy. But then mom said better don't let her go cuz we have problem sending her there. So, Gracie is very upset now cuz she can't join the violin class.

Wanted to cheer her up.

:( See the sad smiley! Aww. I feel sad.
(by the way, it's 'want'.)

Another question. Do you know how love turned into hatred? Hmm.

Anyways. I'm off to bed now. (Actually wanted to sleep around 8pm. )

Highlights

It's been quite some time again since i last posted something on what has happened lately. The right mood just didn't seize in. Here are some pictures and photos taken, the highlights. :)

my DIY which i've made it a few months ago. :)

Grace graduated! I'm so proud of you, sis! :)
(err she's always like that, never wants to be serious when taking photo, so yeah, this is the best one i could find, edited using Photoshop. The background is blurred.)

First time cooking instant noodle using this method. Not good at all. :( I would rather starve than eating any of the food cooked in this way.

Abseiling! It was fun!

Watched Disney's A Christmas Carol 3D in MBO! The 3D effect was awesome!

being a lil emo... xD

current MSN display pic: catch me when i fall.

No matter what, keep on hoping. :)

If you have two choices:
one is to hope for the best, another one is to expect the worst.
which one would you choose?