有这样一个女孩

I found this somewhere in Facebook. Saved it cuz i feel like i'm reading myself. :p

有这样一个女孩，
每你遇见她时，
总会有这样一个感觉，
她很冷漠，不容易被人亲近...
你会有这样的感觉，
那是因为你不了解她，
她善于伪装自己，
不想被陌生人打扰...
一旦你和她混熟了以后，
你才会明白，
其实她比谁都爱说话，
其实她很热心，
往往有什么事情，
她都是第一个在你身边为你打抱不平的人，
她 的内心并没有她的外表那么的冷酷...
又有这样一个女孩，
她有着一张伶牙俐齿，
她很霸道，很多变，
这是每个人对她的印象...
其实，这样的印象是没错的...她的确有着一张伶牙俐齿，
她的确霸道，的确多变，
或许这样的她，
难以让人接近吧，
但这何尝不是她的优点呢？
有着一张伶牙俐齿的她，
或许在说话时，比别人直了些，
但至少她说出来的都是实话，
而不是一些客套的谎言...她很霸道，她很多变，
但她并不做作，她没有心机，
更不会在别人的背后耍些小手段...
这样的女孩，
听起来似乎并不像女孩，
但其实，
在她们的内心世界里，
她们是个不折不扣的小女人...
她们虽然也对自己的他霸道，
但内心深处，她想得比谁都还多，
她总会为自己的他做好一切的打算...虽然她们没有说出口，
但她却是真真切切地在做...真真切切地在为自己的感情勇敢付出及牺牲...
或许她并不温柔，她不会向他撒娇，
但她却是贴心的，
她会在他需要他的时候，
默默地守在他的身边...
这样的女孩，或许并不可爱,但她却很真很真，
但如果遇见这样的女孩，
请你珍惜...

so how true is it?

A new year!

Heys! I'm back! At my study table now, whee, miss this place. This place of mine. :) It's so nice to sit here and do things, study again. :) And finally there's a good internet connection here at home. The internet in campus sucks la. X( can't really online. So, it doesn't really matter if my lappy is there with me or not. Alright, this whole week has been, REALLY BUSY!! Goodness, i don't know how did busy get into my life, but i guess my life equals to busy. 1st week of 2010, not really bad but super packed! Gonna struggle for another FIVE weeks till CNY. Whoosh! Endure it!

Had this opening Year 2009 wishes in youth, read my wishes last year. Lots of things to give thanks. God has been watching over me. He has listened and answered my prayers. Thank You, Lord. There's only just one wish i didn't share. Not that i didn't do it, or it didn't happen. Actually it's not something private, just don't feel like sharing it. Saw that wish again in last night's YA gathering. That wish. Sighed. Face winced. Pondered upon it again.

January, many January babies.

Tadaa!!! I'm not sure if i could leave the name there so i just photoshop-ed it out. haha. Nice wrapping right? I love it so much! :) I love the wrapping paper (stretchable), i love the colour, i love the white string! I tied it somewhere at the bottom, (3:1) somewhere there to make it look special. I'm so happy and proud with the wrapping, really! :D

I was making a birthday card on my bed last night. Blue theme. I tried to make it simple cuz i like it simple. Simplicity. :) Flowers look as if floating right? haha, added thick double tape to it. Lots of work.

Oops! A broken petal. :( I had to redraw and re-cut and, re-erase the pencil line.

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Okay, hmm, let's see. I'll talk a little about this week. So happy that it has passed so fast. We have class from morning till evening everyday except Wednesday, which is the Gerko day. So basically, i gotta wake up around 545am in the morning to get myself ready for class. Breakfast is always biscuits. Then, i will normally sit on the bed, do a little bible reading and pray. :) Hmm, really hope i could continue on like this, so that i will have time for Jesus every day. And i hope i could spend more time in devotion to talk to Him, to know Him more, preferably at the start of the day. So, normally lunch is something simple too. Then after class, i would either rest or have some stroll outside. Then i would go for dinner. Slept around 12 every night. Nothing special huh. By the way, my poor tummy ah, can't take cafe food, i tried, but it just can't. so...don't really get to eat in campus! :( Hmm, this week i had banana lunch, since i can't take in any cafe food, dad brought bananas to me. Oh! And the cafe has changed it's management. Now it's better. More clean, hygienic. And what i like is, the people speak English! :) And at night, it will still be opened, selling burgers.

First week of school, i was sick! Being sick in the adjusting week is really horrible! But luckily i did my sauna and i recovered super fast. How did i do my Sauna. haha. That afternoon, was supposed to have debate practice, but thankfully it was cancelled. So i spent my afternoon, wearing a jacket, covered myself with blanket, i opened the window to let the afternoon sunlight enter through and i reduced the speed of fan to 1. And there i went, sleeping, and sweating. The night before i was having a mild fever. So phoned daddy to bring me to clinic. Got some drugs which make me drowsy and groggy. Couldn't really concentrate. But thank God, I'm finee now! (though still coughing. *cough cough*)

Studies for first week, wahh, i tell you, my friend and i are study freaks, man! I think we have missed study so much. The first night we were already studying!! Lol. And for Eng Studies (Literature) i think we did 4 poems already. So chiong. However, i really enjoyed the lessons. :) Missed Mdm Angieeee! She brought candies from Aussie for us. She's so sweet huh. :) For Social Studies, this sem we are going to do two themes: Sex and Gender and Environment. Feel like i'm doing EST paper again. Oh, and Sex is actually different from Gender. Interesting topic. We had lots of group discussions. We grouped together in 3 or 4 and shared our love stories (if we have), your crush, when did you start to have a sense of yourself, bla bla... and yesterday, we were discussing what will happen to the world if the opposite sex is totally wiped out. And we had come out with lots of funny things. I'll just name a few, hopefully i remember. I didn't bring back my paper. Be open minded ah, we are not being sexist.

1) The extinction of human beings. (unless you clone females, but there won't be babies.)
2) The world would be less dirty.
3) Crime rate will drop drastically. (Men are naturally more aggressive.)
4) No more prostitution.
5) Accident rates would be higher. (women are lousy drivers? lol)
6) Parking lots would be wider and larger.
7) Change of sign boards. Eg. "Men at work" → "Women at work"
8) There will be no more Heroes in movies, only Heroines.
9) The economy will rise steeply. (women shop a lot)
10) Mirrors are everywhere in town!
11) Valentines' Day → HOMO-valentines' Day
12) No more true love between a man and woman. :(
13) Robot Boy friends would be invented.
14) Of course, there might be more lesbians.
15) Less Sexually Transmitted Diseases.
16) Our world would become so so so dull and boring without them! :(

so see that? Guys, we still need you. LOL

Answers from the boys.
1) The rate of committing suicide will rise. (no more women to de-stress, they said women are naturally gentle, soft, will talk nicely to them, make them feel less stressed after work. haha. They got this very very right.)
2) Some men might undergo transsexual operation to become females.

And more. But i can't really recall cuz those are the points from guys. Well, i guess, we just can't live without one another ey? :)

The first thing to do when i reached home, was to play with Gracie! Missed her sooo much! Played some clapping hands games. Scissors paper stone. (haha, i am truly young at heart! :p) She is now going to primary 1. I remembered the other night i phoned her after the first day of school. She said she got scolded cuz she entered boys' toilet. HAHAHA! So blur ah Gracie. Just like me last time. Next week, CF will start, i hope! :) Kinda miss it. Actually i feel like taking up the, em, pre... post. haha. I wanted to take it but i left Lower Six. Dunno la, just got this feeling inside me. Going to have soft ball for Gerko. (no idea what that is) And i'm not gonna have Gamelan this semester! Aww, gonna miss it. However, i will still be playing during the graduation ceremony this year. Wheepy! Next week, i'm gonna bring my tennis and badminton racquets to school. hoho. My sports life start again. And...

1) Functions of Modals (Quiz) - next Tuesday
2) PJ short assignment due 22 Jan
3) Debate Competition 23 Jan
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Okay, the list is still going on but i'm not gonna type them. Jogged yesterday evening, then went to YA at night. Slept around 2am, before that i heard an accident somewhere outside my house. Then woke up around 615am to get ready to go back to school for PE. (Urghh!) Jogged 3 laps. (Jogged one lap, half-jogged half walked 1 lap, walked 1 lap.) Then had a booooring lecture on Exercise. Hmm, now i feel so sleepy, how to study? I think, i will go grab a nap. Study later! :D

Booklist
1) Things i want my daughters to know - Elizabeth Noble
2) The Joy Luck Club - Amy Tan
3) The Book of Tomorrow - Cecelia Ahern

Pls let me know if any of you have come across #2 The Joy Luck Club. Thanks!!
Hmm, and pray hard, people! Grant leaders the wisdom to solve problems.

Take good care!

signing off~

So you think you know Cinderella?

Read this, it's super cool and funny! Got rhymes somemore! Enjoy! :)

I guess you think you know this story.
You don't. The real one's much more gory.
The phoney one, the one you know,
Was cooked up years and years ago,
And made to sound all soft and sappy
just to keep the children happy.
Mind you, they got the first bit right,
The bit where, in the dead of night,
The Ugly Sisters, jewels and all,
Departed for the Palace Ball,
While darling little Cinderella
Was locked up in a slimy cellar,
Where rats who wanted things to eat,
Began to nibble at her feet.

She bellowed 'Help!' and 'Let me out!
The Magic Fairy heard her shout.
Appearing in a blaze of light,
She said: 'My dear, are you all right?'
'All right?' cried Cindy .'Can't you see
'I feel as rotten as can be!'
She beat her fist against the wall,
And shouted, 'Get me to the Ball!
'There is a Disco at the Palace!
'The rest have gone and 1 am jalous!
'I want a dress! I want a coach!
'And earrings and a diamond brooch!
'And silver slippers, two of those!
'And lovely nylon panty hose!
'Done up like that I'll guarantee
'The handsome Prince will fall for me!'
The Fairy said, 'Hang on a tick.'
She gave her wand a mighty flick
And quickly, in no time at all,
Cindy was at the Palace Ball!

It made the Ugly Sisters wince
To see her dancing with the Prince.
She held him very tight and pressed
herself against his manly chest.
The Prince himself was turned to pulp,
All he could do was gasp and gulp.
Then midnight struck. She shouted,'Heck!
Ive got to run to save my neck!'
The Prince cried, 'No! Alas! Alack!'
He grabbed her dress to hold her back.
As Cindy shouted, 'Let me go!'
The dress was ripped from head to toe.

She ran out in her underwear,
And lost one slipper on the stair.
The Prince was on it like a dart,
He pressed it to his pounding heart,
'The girl this slipper fits,' he cried,
'Tomorrow morn shall be my bride!
I'll visit every house in town
'Until I've tracked the maiden down!'
Then rather carelessly, I fear,
He placed it on a crate of beer.

At once, one of the Ugly Sisters,
(The one whose face was blotched with blisters)
Sneaked up and grabbed the dainty shoe,
And quickly flushed it down the loo.
Then in its place she calmly put
The slipper from her own left foot.
Ah ha, you see, the plot grows thicker,
And Cindy's luck starts looking sicker.

Next day, the Prince went charging down
To knock on all the doors in town.
In every house, the tension grew.
Who was the owner of the shoe?
The shoe was long and very wide.
(A normal foot got lost inside.)
Also it smelled a wee bit icky.
(The owner's feet were hot and sticky.)
Thousands of eager people came
To try it on, but all in vain.
Now came the Ugly Sisters' go.
One tried it on. The Prince screamed, 'No!'
But she screamed, 'Yes! It fits! Whoopee!
'So now you've got to marry me!'
The Prince went white from ear to ear.
He muttered, 'Let me out of here.'
'Oh no you don't! You made a vow!
'There's no way you can back out now!'
'Off with her head!'The Prince roared back.
They chopped it off with one big whack.
This pleased the Prince. He smiled and said,
'She's prettier without her head.'
Then up came Sister Number Two,
Who yelled, 'Now I will try the shoe!'
'Try this instead!' the Prince yelled back.
He swung his trusty sword and smack
Her head went crashing to the ground.
It bounced a bit and rolled around.
In the kitchen, peeling spuds,
Cinderella heard the thuds
Of bouncing heads upon the floor,
And poked her own head round the door.
'What's all the racket? 'Cindy cried.
'Mind your own bizz,' the Prince replied.
Poor Cindy's heart was torn to shreds.
My Prince! she thought. He chops off heads!
How could I marry anyone
Who does that sort of thing for fun?

The Prince cried, 'Who's this dirty slut?
'Off with her nut! Off with her nut!'
Just then, all in a blaze of light,
The Magic Fairy hove in sight,
Her Magic Wand went swoosh and swish!
'Cindy! 'she cried, 'come make a wish!
'Wish anything and have no doubt
'That I will make it come about!'
Cindy answered, 'Oh kind Fairy,
'This time I shall be more wary.
'No more Princes, no more money.
'I have had my taste of honey.
I'm wishing for a decent man.
'They're hard to find. D'you think you can?'
Within a minute, Cinderella
Was married to a lovely feller,
A simple jam maker by trade,
Who sold good home-made marmalade.
Their house was filled with smiles and laughter
And they were happy ever after.

Barbie Movies~

WASTED. I've tried again though i said i'm tired. And it's useless. Feel stupid for doing that. Guess it would be better if i have not done anything. K lah, enough for all that, gonna let go one day. hahahahaha. Oh yea, watched two Barbie movies after coming back from work!!! Guess what, they got quote! Inspiring!

There may be miracles awaiting,
They may be closer than we know when we have love to guide us as we go.
-Barbie-

If I could wish for one thing,
I take the smile that you bring.


Aaaahhh, it's raining. It always comes at the right time huh? Guess it will be a cold night. I'm already feeling coldddd. Legs hurt. :( Tomorrow is gonna be another loooongg day for the final rehearsal for Christmas Night this coming Sat. Gotta recharge myself. Not sure if my body could endure till the end of all this. I'm starting to feel sick. Having headache everyday. Didn't have enough sleep everyday. Today i went for work, it was soooo tiring!! But wait, speaking of this, there's a cute guy there at the center! xD Mixed blood, man!!! And you know mostly mixed blood guys are so handsome cool, girls are so pretty. And he has the look of Edward Cullen!! Wow...i get along with them (him and her younger sis) quite well. I remember there's one time i was marking his thick worksheets, after i was done, his sis passed me hers. I told her to hand in to the other markers. The brother joked, "She has been marking mine until she got fed up. Too bad for you." LOL! He joked! haha. Then i said to the sister, "Aww, so sorry. Blame him!" haha. That was the fun part, talking to students, it's a bonus if he's a shuai one. xD hahaha. I kinda like the sister, she's so warm and friendly. May be we could be good friends. Well, if i could stay longer there.

Oh ya, before i forget, my church will be having a big Christmas Celebration at RPR Hall this Saturday night, 730pm. HOME - LOVE. I hope you could go, anyone of you! Well, if you have time, please just go, don't miss the blessings. :) It's free admission, just costs you some petrol. But it will be worth it for the things you will gain that night. I sincerely wish you could be there. For more information, please contact me. Don't miss the chance, it's really too good to be missed!

Movie on my list: AVATAR

What kind of babies are you?

These are all taken from an e-mail i received. Hehe. Let's see if the personalities mentioned fit you or not. :D Just treat this as something fun to read la, no offense k? :)

---------------JANUARY BABY----------------- ---
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY BABY ------------ --------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.

------------ -----MARCH BABY ------------ --------
Attractive personality. S#xy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

------------ ------APRIL BABY ------------ -------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite gender.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

------------ JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

------------ ----JULY BABY ------------ --
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends ... Always ! brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

------------ AUGUST BABY ------------ ---
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind-hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

------------ SEPTEMBER BABY ------------ ---
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

------------ ---NOVEMBER BABY ------------ --------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

------------ ---DECEMBER BABY ------------ ---
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! (muahaha... you are so right! xp) Loyal and generous. (maybe. :D) Patriotic. (nahh, no comments.) Competitive in everything. (Competitive, yes. But not in everything) Active in games and interactions. (How could this be wrong? haha)
Impatient and hasty. (em, true. get ticked off easily) Ambitious. (haha, you got me. I AM.) Influential in organizations. (as in showing leadership qualities? hmm, ask my kakia a.k.a. members first. lol) Fun to be with. (OF COURSE LA!) Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. (is it always hard to understand what i want to convey? I know sometimes i do talk a lil sophisticated.) Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. (Aah, right. it IS complicated.) Easily influenced by kindness. (of course lo, i don't have a stone in my heart k? haha) Polite and soft-spoken. (true ture, that's me...) Having lots of
ideas. (well, they just never run dry. xD) Sensitive. (I am, so be careful when you are talking to me. You never know which word you use will hurt my tiny little fragile heart made of glass.) Active mind. (right. especially when night comes.) Hesitating, tends to delay. (always! LOL) Choosy and always wants the best. (Aah! That's definitely ME.)
Temperamental. (human being ma. i feel things.) Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. (Well, who does not agree with this? huh? lol) Good debating skills. (especially when quarrel eh. ;D) Has that someone always on his/her mind. (oops! *blushed* how do you know? haha) Talkative. (yeah, always, in a good and helpful way though. ehe ehe.) Daydreamer. (Oh well, "Nothing happens unless we first dream. -Carl Sandburg-" So people, continue building your castles in the air xD Just remember don't let lecturers catch you!)
Friendly.. Knows how to make friends. (haih ya, that's me liao lah, hoho) Abiding. (lasting long and not changing? hmm.)
Able to show character. (agree, i definitely have my own special character. have you discovered it? if not, continue then. :D haha) one guy/girl kind of person. (i don't really get what does this mean.) Loveable. (haha. This won't be wrong. lol) Easily hurt. (yeah, so don't hurt me k?) Prone to getting colds. (i should say it's a 'yes'. and i'm sorry.) loves music. (Awww, you really know me!)

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tick! i am a December baby. haha. and the ALL the personalities mentioned are so accurate! Do you not agree? lol.