Actually, i don't have the urge to update my blog. But then since i have the time before my busy life starts again, i will quickly update it. Just some random thoughts in my mind though. heh.
不一样了，冷淡了，漠不关心了，无所谓了，不在乎了，走远了。
refers to you, you and you. haih yo.
You changed, you too. And you.
different feeling. less talking. less chemistry.
Why can't i be the one who changes, instead of being the one who feels the changes?
I wish i could go somewhere too, and come back . different.
一个阴影，好想解释。不是我。可是会有用吗？
为何现在还在挣扎？早早都该挣扎了可是那时却站不稳。
O Lord, teach me how to endure all this.
Guide me when i lost my way.
Hold my hand when i stumble.
多希望你知道。这样的话，至少不会这么辛苦。
可是你知道后又会怎样叻？我看还是算了。
很累，很累。
My dad's colleague passed away during this CNY. He was on a bus and when he passed away. The family didn't even expect it to happen. They didn't even know that he actually had some heart problem. Things beyond humans' confines. We can never know when will we leave. Who knows we might not even able to say a goodbye cuz we ourselves didn't expect it too. Treasure everything, everyone you have now. (Sorry, talking about this thing during CNY. But it's life, it happens anytime. Just something i strongly felt to share.)
我知道现在的情景不怎么乐观，但我必须相信希望的曙光很快就会洒落。
虽然挫折重重，但我必须继续走，继续奔跑这条道路。
虽然现在是不快乐，但我不能消沉。
要相信！要坚信！要有盼望！要忍耐！要等待！
不一样了，冷淡了，漠不关心了，无所谓了，不在乎了，走远了。
refers to you, you and you. haih yo.
You changed, you too. And you.
different feeling. less talking. less chemistry.
Why can't i be the one who changes, instead of being the one who feels the changes?
I wish i could go somewhere too, and come back . different.
一个阴影，好想解释。不是我。可是会有用吗？
为何现在还在挣扎？早早都该挣扎了可是那时却站不稳。
O Lord, teach me how to endure all this.
Guide me when i lost my way.
Hold my hand when i stumble.
多希望你知道。这样的话，至少不会这么辛苦。
可是你知道后又会怎样叻？我看还是算了。
很累，很累。
My dad's colleague passed away during this CNY. He was on a bus and when he passed away. The family didn't even expect it to happen. They didn't even know that he actually had some heart problem. Things beyond humans' confines. We can never know when will we leave. Who knows we might not even able to say a goodbye cuz we ourselves didn't expect it too. Treasure everything, everyone you have now. (Sorry, talking about this thing during CNY. But it's life, it happens anytime. Just something i strongly felt to share.)
我知道现在的情景不怎么乐观，但我必须相信希望的曙光很快就会洒落。
虽然挫折重重，但我必须继续走，继续奔跑这条道路。
虽然现在是不快乐，但我不能消沉。
要相信！要坚信！要有盼望！要忍耐！要等待！
要学会更爱自己多一点。:)
letting go... :)
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