Best friend forever. :)
let's be like this...forever. :)
Frankly speaking, recently i have felt that i am getting more distant from my friends. I dunno but i personally felt that i have been forsaken. (somehow, like getting less attention from them?) I don't know what has happened, or what are the things that i've done which caused this too happen. Right now i just suddenly feel the strong urge to type something about this. Something that i have been slowly neglecting but i'm gonna save it back before it's too late, because i treasure this relationship more than any other relationships i have so far.
It's until i read the blog that i've a sudden realization that i have been very self-centered all this while. I guess i haven't been a good friend to you ey? I thought others have neglected me, or others are getting away. Well, now i think maybe i was the one who's floating away. I have been the one who's always paying less attention to them i guess? (In this case, it's more to a 'her') I felt that everytime i talk to her, I would turn speechless/out of topic soon. I began to think that we are starting to not understand each other ever since distance has set us apart. And sometimes i felt that, i would disagree a lot with the way she thinks. At times, her answers came out so easy, so matter-of-fact that i thought that she didn't even want to understand the whole situation i was in. Was it because of her firm, calm and optimistic character or was it because of my own obstinate, resolute and sensitive character? Different perceptions, but that's actually considerable. What makes the two friends close together? Hmmm.
I just wanna say I'm sorry, if it's really me. :( Erm, when i saw the gift i gave you, i somehow felt it's related. Dunno lah, i hope that i'm not perasan for thinking that it's me, eh wait, i hope that maybe i am just a lil too sensitive and being perasan? Oh no, gosh, i think i hope it would be i hope i'm perasan. Well, at least like this, i would tell you all this? So that you know, if it's really me. If not, just wanna tell you bout all this, what i felt. Ah, i feel so sorry and so bad for not being a good friend. :(
I still hope to have a drink with you.
or to hang out.
or to talk to you.
just...to have some time with you.
just like my schedule :(
I promise i'll make it up for you. 'cuz you are special than others, and will always be. I was wrong for thinking that you are too busy for me, that you have neglected me....blah! I was wrong about all that. I have been wrong too. But i hope we'll be like before again. I miss those days!!!
BFF.
Because, (i don't care, i know we cant put 'because' at the beginning of a sentence)
you are the only one who can easily...make me c.
you are the only one who can easily...make me s.
you are the only one who understands me more than other friends.
you are the one whom i want to be your kids' God mama! =P
you are the only one who annoys me so much, makes me so kektiok, but i enjoy it :)
(don't use this as an excuse to bully me ah!)
and
you are the one whom i never want to lose.
OKAY. Time to update a bit. Christmas Night was a success although not as good as we planned. However, thank GOD for everything, and the rain too. Really, without this natural air conditioner, i bet everyone would be sweating the whole night there. K. I was one of the emcee. was doing thing last min again. =X Oh, some unpleasant things happened before that but, it's ok. Perhaps i was just being hyper-sensitive? (as always...) or the person really meant it? hmm. I just want to proclaim, i do this not for anything, glory, fame....blah - NO! It's for GOD. Hmm, anyway, i don't really mind it now. Things will still be normal.
Oh yea! Hey! The song that i was in charge of, was really a great one!! Thank GOD for that! I could really feel the love of a family. That's the effect i wanted! Kudos to everyone involved in it. It has been a really really touching scene. And of course, thanks to Valentino (father), Jasmine (mother) and Gracieee (daughter) for singing us the lovely song. And Gracie, i'm proud of you! :) I really hope that through this song, it can really bring out the love to the people who went that night. And the drama, well, i have to say it's really a good one. If i were to be the director, i don't think i can produce such a good drama. Esther and the team have indeed done a good job for HIM. Hmm, i did ask my friends to go, but sadly not many could go. Only two turned up. Rather disappointed, but two is better than none! (lol, suddenly this reminds me of the song Two is Better Than One) And thank GOD for that too. Hope they received Your greatest gift. :)
To GOD be the glory!
K then, i'll talk a lil bit about today. I drove to church this morning! FYI, i'm starting to drive alone! Getting better in skills! ;) Today i did reverse parking. Cool. haha. Afternoon, i was doing some painting (glass deco) with Gracie. Wanted to lay on sofa and take a nap but Gracie wanted someone to play and draw with her...so yeah i accompanied her. I was having tummy upset, dunno what's the cause. Went to toilet more than 3 times in just one hour. Then i felt so weak, plus i was already having headache and feelin dizzy. So i went to grab a very quick nap around 4pm. Around evening time, went to e-mart with family. It was my first time there. And you know what, i was paying money at one of the counter when the cashier pointed to the next counter saying her friend from the other counter said the guy (another cashier) from the next next counter kirim salam. =.= woah. At night, had dinner in Marrybrown. :)
I will be away for 3 days, will be back soon! :) Going for a youth Committee Retreat and Training Camp in 32 miles. I will be one of the mentors. Ngehehe, and we've planned activities for them, which i think are all very meaningful. Will update on this when i'm back for sure!
Again, dear insects, please don't fall in love with me. I know, I know i'm sweet but...others are sweeter k? xD
Kayssss, i'm actually in a rush now. Gotta stop writing gotta stop writing. I kept writing non-stop!! haha. Got lotsa unsettled things to do! Gosh!! So many! Was planning to browse through some blogs nia who knows ended up writing an entry. =S Everything is so last minute cuz everyone was so focusing on Christmas Night. Aaah. Calm down. Be cool be cool.
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mmkay! take care ppl!
let's be like this...forever. :)Frankly speaking, recently i have felt that i am getting more distant from my friends. I dunno but i personally felt that i have been forsaken. (somehow, like getting less attention from them?) I don't know what has happened, or what are the things that i've done which caused this too happen. Right now i just suddenly feel the strong urge to type something about this. Something that i have been slowly neglecting but i'm gonna save it back before it's too late, because i treasure this relationship more than any other relationships i have so far.
It's until i read the blog that i've a sudden realization that i have been very self-centered all this while. I guess i haven't been a good friend to you ey? I thought others have neglected me, or others are getting away. Well, now i think maybe i was the one who's floating away. I have been the one who's always paying less attention to them i guess? (In this case, it's more to a 'her') I felt that everytime i talk to her, I would turn speechless/out of topic soon. I began to think that we are starting to not understand each other ever since distance has set us apart. And sometimes i felt that, i would disagree a lot with the way she thinks. At times, her answers came out so easy, so matter-of-fact that i thought that she didn't even want to understand the whole situation i was in. Was it because of her firm, calm and optimistic character or was it because of my own obstinate, resolute and sensitive character? Different perceptions, but that's actually considerable. What makes the two friends close together? Hmmm.
I just wanna say I'm sorry, if it's really me. :( Erm, when i saw the gift i gave you, i somehow felt it's related. Dunno lah, i hope that i'm not perasan for thinking that it's me, eh wait, i hope that maybe i am just a lil too sensitive and being perasan? Oh no, gosh, i think i hope it would be i hope i'm perasan. Well, at least like this, i would tell you all this? So that you know, if it's really me. If not, just wanna tell you bout all this, what i felt. Ah, i feel so sorry and so bad for not being a good friend. :(
I still hope to have a drink with you.or to hang out.
or to talk to you.
just...to have some time with you.
just like my schedule :(I promise i'll make it up for you. 'cuz you are special than others, and will always be. I was wrong for thinking that you are too busy for me, that you have neglected me....blah! I was wrong about all that. I have been wrong too. But i hope we'll be like before again. I miss those days!!!
BFF.
Because, (i don't care, i know we cant put 'because' at the beginning of a sentence)
you are the only one who can easily...make me c.
you are the only one who can easily...make me s.
you are the only one who understands me more than other friends.
you are the one whom i want to be your kids' God mama! =P
you are the only one who annoys me so much, makes me so kektiok, but i enjoy it :)
(don't use this as an excuse to bully me ah!)
and
you are the one whom i never want to lose.
OKAY. Time to update a bit. Christmas Night was a success although not as good as we planned. However, thank GOD for everything, and the rain too. Really, without this natural air conditioner, i bet everyone would be sweating the whole night there. K. I was one of the emcee. was doing thing last min again. =X Oh, some unpleasant things happened before that but, it's ok. Perhaps i was just being hyper-sensitive? (as always...) or the person really meant it? hmm. I just want to proclaim, i do this not for anything, glory, fame....blah - NO! It's for GOD. Hmm, anyway, i don't really mind it now. Things will still be normal.
Oh yea! Hey! The song that i was in charge of, was really a great one!! Thank GOD for that! I could really feel the love of a family. That's the effect i wanted! Kudos to everyone involved in it. It has been a really really touching scene. And of course, thanks to Valentino (father), Jasmine (mother) and Gracieee (daughter) for singing us the lovely song. And Gracie, i'm proud of you! :) I really hope that through this song, it can really bring out the love to the people who went that night. And the drama, well, i have to say it's really a good one. If i were to be the director, i don't think i can produce such a good drama. Esther and the team have indeed done a good job for HIM. Hmm, i did ask my friends to go, but sadly not many could go. Only two turned up. Rather disappointed, but two is better than none! (lol, suddenly this reminds me of the song Two is Better Than One) And thank GOD for that too. Hope they received Your greatest gift. :)
To GOD be the glory!
K then, i'll talk a lil bit about today. I drove to church this morning! FYI, i'm starting to drive alone! Getting better in skills! ;) Today i did reverse parking. Cool. haha. Afternoon, i was doing some painting (glass deco) with Gracie. Wanted to lay on sofa and take a nap but Gracie wanted someone to play and draw with her...so yeah i accompanied her. I was having tummy upset, dunno what's the cause. Went to toilet more than 3 times in just one hour. Then i felt so weak, plus i was already having headache and feelin dizzy. So i went to grab a very quick nap around 4pm. Around evening time, went to e-mart with family. It was my first time there. And you know what, i was paying money at one of the counter when the cashier pointed to the next counter saying her friend from the other counter said the guy (another cashier) from the next next counter kirim salam. =.= woah. At night, had dinner in Marrybrown. :)
I will be away for 3 days, will be back soon! :) Going for a youth Committee Retreat and Training Camp in 32 miles. I will be one of the mentors. Ngehehe, and we've planned activities for them, which i think are all very meaningful. Will update on this when i'm back for sure!
Again, dear insects, please don't fall in love with me. I know, I know i'm sweet but...others are sweeter k? xD
Kayssss, i'm actually in a rush now. Gotta stop writing gotta stop writing. I kept writing non-stop!! haha. Got lotsa unsettled things to do! Gosh!! So many! Was planning to browse through some blogs nia who knows ended up writing an entry. =S Everything is so last minute cuz everyone was so focusing on Christmas Night. Aaah. Calm down. Be cool be cool.
Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. Beads. Printing. Bible verses. Pack stuff. Clues. Scores. :(
mmkay! take care ppl!
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