and here we go again!

FOUR more weeks to go! FOUR more weeks! :D

Okay, didn't do much things during this weekend. Have been slobbing around. :( Haih yo... (But not exactly leh, i felt like i did do something! Ah..) And now, and now!!! Lots of undone and incomplete work being piled up. Whoosh, and tomorrow is MOnday! I really hate the way i spend my time. Couldn't i just be serious? Be hardworking? I know, when it's time, i will. But isn't it good if i could start doing or preparing earlier? Agnes, agnes, when, when can you get rid of procrastination? I'm supposed to be studying right now, but gaaahh! I'm just feeling so sick so tired so siennn of what's happening around me. The people around me suddenly changed, I was enjoying having something then all of a sudden losing them all, I kept saying the wrong words which hurt people, been doing things i didn't know why i was doing it, been blurting out harsh words unintentionally...everything...

E VE RY thing

just messed up! :(

And that's why, I couldn't focus on what i am supposed to be doing. :( It sucks right, having lots of things in the list, rushing you hurry up hurry up, but you just can't, just CAN'T bring yourself to do them. And the merciless deadlines are pressuring you. Urgh. So far, i've only done one thing, searching for the information for debate tomorrow morning. I have written four pages of information which will be needed for debate. I have to do it cuz others don't have any source to refer to. (I still keep my BIO books, never ever gonna throw it or give it or sell it away!) I was sorta studying back what i've learnt in BIO all this while, my favourite topics: Genetics, Inheritance, Diseases!! Ohh, i just love BIOLOGY!! It makes me wanna explore life more and more, discover fascinating truths i would never have known! Hope the info i got is enough to support my team's stand tomorrow. ;)

Arghh, and i have more to go! PE Assignments due this Friday, haven't started a single word yet. Functions of Modals quiz tomorrow, i think. Well, hopefully it's not tomorrow, then at least i still have another day to study more of it.

Okay, and i wonder, how come people could change so easily, huh? :( I don't like changes, or more accurately is to say that i am scared of changes. But yeah yeah yeah, you just can't run away from changes. They are inevitable. And why is time always so short when we are enjoying something? Sweet is always short. :( And why is it so confusing when i really want to find out something?

"imagine hurting someone, making them feel lonely, angry and unloved because you think it's the best for them."


About today...
After church, my family and i went to Pullman hotel and The Hills shopping mall for lunch. Nice place, been to Pullman for the second time, and The Hills, for the first time! Had a delicious and hearty lunch at Wan Chai. The concept and style reminded me of Singaporeee! :D i like this kinda place! I love studying at their concept and style, it's useful for my future, hehehe. :) Wanted to upload photos but i believe uploading them will take me years with the weak and unstable connection of my broadband. The signal in campus is really bad. Can't blame the broadband too, it's trying its best to give me the best service i want.

After lunch, went to Praise and Worship Workshop II. Learnt quite a lot of things from this workshop. And i'm happy cuz quite a lot of the things-to-know, I mentioned it during the mini P&W Workshop i conducted weeks ago for my youth, before coming to this workshop. :) I'm happy I taught them the right things. Praise Lord and thank You for guiding me when i spoke to them, if not i would have misled them. :S

You know, i was thinking, perhaps to get things better, get them right, i really have to go out. GO OUT. Well, maybe to meet up with close buddies, talk, laugh, share. Aaah, miss those days back in secondary school. If i knew it would be the best times in life, i wouldn't have complained a single word about it. I would not hope myself to get sick so that i could skip school. lots and lots of would not's. Sad thing is everyone is tied up with their own busy schedule and life. It's hard to find a time when everyone is free. :(

And now and now, i gotta STUDY. I'm starting to feel sleepy dy. *yawn* Don't know how long could i stand. Actually, i was so determined to study very very hard to get the highest mark, to hit the target again, to prove myself again. BUT. At this moment, that burning spirit has deserted me and i don't want to study, yeah. Don't feel like doing it. Well, what's the point? Sometimes i really get sick of trying trying and trying. (and also sick of always being the one to make things right) I debated within myself, and i'm really tired, fed up. I just, don't feel like my efforts are worth it. (including efforts for other things) Feel like, screwing this paper up and getting a lousy pity mark so that it could relight my spirit. Everyone needs a fall once in a while. I may need it ... now.

if only i could...
read minds.

just some photos.

This is going to be a long post! Well, it's gonna look long, with the photos, not long with words. ;) hehe. Just a few more sentences, I'm home now! :) Home sweet home! I borrowed some nice, wonderful and colourful story books for Gracie. hehe. She loves them so much. We were reading them together just now. Oh yea, and i played piano! Was playing "Gabriel" and "Clementine" expressively until mom came near me, "Is that how you play piano? Why it's so loud?" Oops! I focused too much on the forte part. xp

after cleaning, looks better ey? :) haha. It's not very neat yet i must say. =S Well err, will tidy it again when i'm free.

Teh C Special at 101

studying studying studying...

farmer-ish style on a rainy day.
Question: Why did i look sooo DARK? haha.

raining...all...day...long. The road was flooded.

The Spring outing

and some sushi in Sushi King. =9

i love the fish. hehe.

Cheese! Nyam nyam.

The running track after being nourished by rain. The plants had a good bath.

BUT....maybe not all of them.

Tell me what's wrong.....
taking picture upside down when i was bending my body down? :p

Being home...
A fresh green apple and a cup of orange yogurt. Mmmm. :)

Kinda missing something leh... :(

it's...

GLOOMY~ it has been raining since yesterday. Yesterday morning was supposed to jog, couldn't. This morning wanted to wake up early to jog, the sky started crying again. :'( And now i feel like crying too!!! I WANT TO GO HOME! Starting from don't know when, we are not allowed to go home during weekdays, even though we don't have any class on the next day. Pfft. These weird, nonsense and crazy rules are driving us insane! Never mind, just one more year, next year i'm moving out! I could drive to school on my own. :) But i would certainly miss the sports every evening, which i have fallen deep in love with.

Okay, since i'm so free now and the Internet connection is quite okay, i'll update a bit la. Hmm, so this week, so far, was pretty good. Nothing much to complain except a few tiny teeny winy things. Complaints first. 1st, was something my lecturer told me. It hurt me! :( Sigh. So sad. But well, like what Amy, or others have been telling me, God knows. Imma gonna finish it strong!!! I don't care what other people think about me, how they judge me, i am me and i know i can do it. And God knows everything. 2nd, sigh...i've just mentioned it. THE RULES. The mean, sickening, nonsense, crazy, ridiculous rules!!! :( They said we are not allowed to go home/overnight outside in case anything happened to us outside of the campus. Then who's going to answer the question? But students are allowed to go out, eg to Spring, Boulevard, bla bla...and return before 1030pm. May i ask, what if the bad things *touch wood* happen at this time? Who should be answering the problems then? It doesn't make any sense forbidding us going home during weekdays. Come on la, i miss my home, not the outside world. I'm from Kuching and i'm not very interested in it alright. All i want is to go home, play my piano, play with Gracie, have some time with family. Urghh!

TCF. This year we are setting our focus on doing something we can for God. Mdm Chai said since we all already have our own youths outside, so she would not focus much on 'listening' anymore as we'll be doing that in our youths. For every Tuesday's gathering, it would be about sharing, music instrument classes, and also giving free tuition classes to the kids in Salvation Army. Which i think is really wonderful. :) Mdm Chai said the kids in Salvation Army there need love, so it's time, after receiving God's love for so long, it's time to spread the love to those who need it. So we'll be going every Tuesday 8-9pm. Good. During the 1st CF meeting, we had music instrument class. Enrolled myself in guitar class. ;) Mdm Chai said i should learn classical guitar cuz we know music already so it would be easier for us. I'll see how it goes la. Meanwhile, i'm planning to get a guitar for myself, the one at home just leave it at home. Need music badly! In times of solitude here. :p I want to play something, where friends can sing along. Piano is too heavy to carry around, violin is um, too high pitch to be sung together, so the only thing which can be brought around is guitarrr! :) I play guitar, but not good yet, so wanna improve. :)

Oh and i have asked around, i'm not allowed to take double degree!!! :( Back to Complaint #2. :'( Haihh, see, see! This system ah. Haih, i dunno. HAIH.

Okay, next Monday, debate for Social Studies. A really interesting topic. Nature Vs. Nurture. The characteristics of a person are influenced by Nature/Nurture. Cool. I'm on the Nature side. Gonna speak in BIO terms again. :) Missed BIO. Don't know if i have good points or not. Nurture seems to have higher chance to win the debate, cuz Nurture really shapes the characteristics of a person, though some are influenced solely by Nature. Well, just hope they didn't point out the strong points of Nurture which will send us speechless and pointless. :p Sounds interesting and challenging.

Tuesday, played tennis with seniors. Been 'killed' so badly, and sensed insults. =.= Grrrr! Alien can't take much of this k. Gosh, just felt so weird playing. Well, i really need to polish up my skill. Wednesday, had Gerko, softball! Cool, it's something like Baseball. After that i joined the seniors for Badminton in the gym. Was playing with Fiona at first, but she got tired so could no longer play. So i played with seniors, fun! :D At night, Gracie came visit me! We ate KFC together. :) But she had to go back home soon cuz she's gonna have class today. Aww, i misssssss her!!! She's wearing her Mickey Mouse pajamas. Whee, so cute so cute. After she left i continued my late dinner in my room. Then i was so full, guilt filled me. Guess today i'm gonna go for some sports again, to burn up the calories from KFC and also the guilt. :P hahaha.

I'm going for a meeting soon later (still contemplating whether to take up MC), and will be joining Myli them to HK Noodles House for lunch. Evening, SPORTS again! Would want to play basketball today. Hope the rain will stop by then. And it's Thursday! Soon Friday, tomorrow we don't really have class too. Only 1 hour Moral, then PE, then....HOME! :) :) :)

Growing a little more

Actually i felt the urge of posting this last night, but had to study so couldn't post it. Hmm.

Saturday night. I went to youth to mentor those 'kids'. Nah. Actually i don't have the qualification to call them 'kids'. I'm still one of them! Being a toddler, just started to learn how to walk with God. Lots of things to learn, just like them. The whole night was about "Happiness", err, i would summarize it like that since we didn't have an exact title. Well, i won't say that i am a happy-go-lucky person, or that i am optimistic. Most of the time, what i would do was sighing over the bad things that happened. But that night i realized, if i would count my blessings every time when bad things happen, i would see those bad things as nothing. Really. I have received so many wonderful blessings, gifted talents, or special characteristics which only I have. I'm smart, not a genius, not stupid. I'm pretty, not stunning, not ugly. I'm blessed with gifted talents, not very talented, not without any talents. And many many more wonderful blessings! Sometimes, it is really not necessary to care too much when bad things happened. Of course, we will be emotionally affected, but don't make it sound like it's the end of the world, don't keep the grief long. Let it go and embrace God's blessings.

Then Pastor Bong showed us a short clip on Mr Nick, (http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/) the man with no limbs. Yet he's living such a cheerful life, and he's using his life to touch other lives. He's confidently telling people, if i could do it, why can't you? I should be very contented that at least, i still have my limbs. This is how he talked about life.

"It matters how you are going to finish it."
"and i am going to finish it strong."

I was enlightened.


During Sunday's Praise and Worship session, I was touched when i saw Uncle Jimmy, almost crying, when singing one of the song. "Jehovah, You are my God" I wasn't sure what happened, but i felt like crying too.The lyrics, i try to remember as much as i could yea.

耶和华，你是我的神。我要时时称颂你的名。
你是我的盾牌，我所依靠的，有时叫我抬起头的神。
纵然仇敌围绕攻击我，在你怀中必不怕遭害。
你是我的神，我所依靠的，你同在使我全然得胜。

You see, it's just simply so amazing, so wonderful how God touches our lives. We are so weak, but we have God. And through the songs, we sing out our praises for His almighty work, we give thanks to Him for all He has done. And that is why, i would really hope God to use me in this service. I would want to sing His love, as long as i breathe, i want to praise Him, thank Him, tell people about Him. Besides Uncle Jimmy, i saw another old lady, Gracie's friend's grandma i think. When we were singing the last song, i saw her singing with full gratitude. It really touched me how God has changed the life of everyone of us. And the songs that Sunday morning happened to give me strength and assurance to continue my life with courage and faith. I can't tell the future, but i know i would be safe if i follow closely the God who knows my future.

And i was enlightened, again.


11/01/2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mun and Bert! :)
Continue to grow in Jesus Christ and shine for Him!

A new year!

Heys! I'm back! At my study table now, whee, miss this place. This place of mine. :) It's so nice to sit here and do things, study again. :) And finally there's a good internet connection here at home. The internet in campus sucks la. X( can't really online. So, it doesn't really matter if my lappy is there with me or not. Alright, this whole week has been, REALLY BUSY!! Goodness, i don't know how did busy get into my life, but i guess my life equals to busy. 1st week of 2010, not really bad but super packed! Gonna struggle for another FIVE weeks till CNY. Whoosh! Endure it!

Had this opening Year 2009 wishes in youth, read my wishes last year. Lots of things to give thanks. God has been watching over me. He has listened and answered my prayers. Thank You, Lord. There's only just one wish i didn't share. Not that i didn't do it, or it didn't happen. Actually it's not something private, just don't feel like sharing it. Saw that wish again in last night's YA gathering. That wish. Sighed. Face winced. Pondered upon it again.

January, many January babies.

Tadaa!!! I'm not sure if i could leave the name there so i just photoshop-ed it out. haha. Nice wrapping right? I love it so much! :) I love the wrapping paper (stretchable), i love the colour, i love the white string! I tied it somewhere at the bottom, (3:1) somewhere there to make it look special. I'm so happy and proud with the wrapping, really! :D

I was making a birthday card on my bed last night. Blue theme. I tried to make it simple cuz i like it simple. Simplicity. :) Flowers look as if floating right? haha, added thick double tape to it. Lots of work.

Oops! A broken petal. :( I had to redraw and re-cut and, re-erase the pencil line.

* * *

Okay, hmm, let's see. I'll talk a little about this week. So happy that it has passed so fast. We have class from morning till evening everyday except Wednesday, which is the Gerko day. So basically, i gotta wake up around 545am in the morning to get myself ready for class. Breakfast is always biscuits. Then, i will normally sit on the bed, do a little bible reading and pray. :) Hmm, really hope i could continue on like this, so that i will have time for Jesus every day. And i hope i could spend more time in devotion to talk to Him, to know Him more, preferably at the start of the day. So, normally lunch is something simple too. Then after class, i would either rest or have some stroll outside. Then i would go for dinner. Slept around 12 every night. Nothing special huh. By the way, my poor tummy ah, can't take cafe food, i tried, but it just can't. so...don't really get to eat in campus! :( Hmm, this week i had banana lunch, since i can't take in any cafe food, dad brought bananas to me. Oh! And the cafe has changed it's management. Now it's better. More clean, hygienic. And what i like is, the people speak English! :) And at night, it will still be opened, selling burgers.

First week of school, i was sick! Being sick in the adjusting week is really horrible! But luckily i did my sauna and i recovered super fast. How did i do my Sauna. haha. That afternoon, was supposed to have debate practice, but thankfully it was cancelled. So i spent my afternoon, wearing a jacket, covered myself with blanket, i opened the window to let the afternoon sunlight enter through and i reduced the speed of fan to 1. And there i went, sleeping, and sweating. The night before i was having a mild fever. So phoned daddy to bring me to clinic. Got some drugs which make me drowsy and groggy. Couldn't really concentrate. But thank God, I'm finee now! (though still coughing. *cough cough*)

Studies for first week, wahh, i tell you, my friend and i are study freaks, man! I think we have missed study so much. The first night we were already studying!! Lol. And for Eng Studies (Literature) i think we did 4 poems already. So chiong. However, i really enjoyed the lessons. :) Missed Mdm Angieeee! She brought candies from Aussie for us. She's so sweet huh. :) For Social Studies, this sem we are going to do two themes: Sex and Gender and Environment. Feel like i'm doing EST paper again. Oh, and Sex is actually different from Gender. Interesting topic. We had lots of group discussions. We grouped together in 3 or 4 and shared our love stories (if we have), your crush, when did you start to have a sense of yourself, bla bla... and yesterday, we were discussing what will happen to the world if the opposite sex is totally wiped out. And we had come out with lots of funny things. I'll just name a few, hopefully i remember. I didn't bring back my paper. Be open minded ah, we are not being sexist.

1) The extinction of human beings. (unless you clone females, but there won't be babies.)
2) The world would be less dirty.
3) Crime rate will drop drastically. (Men are naturally more aggressive.)
4) No more prostitution.
5) Accident rates would be higher. (women are lousy drivers? lol)
6) Parking lots would be wider and larger.
7) Change of sign boards. Eg. "Men at work" → "Women at work"
8) There will be no more Heroes in movies, only Heroines.
9) The economy will rise steeply. (women shop a lot)
10) Mirrors are everywhere in town!
11) Valentines' Day → HOMO-valentines' Day
12) No more true love between a man and woman. :(
13) Robot Boy friends would be invented.
14) Of course, there might be more lesbians.
15) Less Sexually Transmitted Diseases.
16) Our world would become so so so dull and boring without them! :(

so see that? Guys, we still need you. LOL

Answers from the boys.
1) The rate of committing suicide will rise. (no more women to de-stress, they said women are naturally gentle, soft, will talk nicely to them, make them feel less stressed after work. haha. They got this very very right.)
2) Some men might undergo transsexual operation to become females.

And more. But i can't really recall cuz those are the points from guys. Well, i guess, we just can't live without one another ey? :)

The first thing to do when i reached home, was to play with Gracie! Missed her sooo much! Played some clapping hands games. Scissors paper stone. (haha, i am truly young at heart! :p) She is now going to primary 1. I remembered the other night i phoned her after the first day of school. She said she got scolded cuz she entered boys' toilet. HAHAHA! So blur ah Gracie. Just like me last time. Next week, CF will start, i hope! :) Kinda miss it. Actually i feel like taking up the, em, pre... post. haha. I wanted to take it but i left Lower Six. Dunno la, just got this feeling inside me. Going to have soft ball for Gerko. (no idea what that is) And i'm not gonna have Gamelan this semester! Aww, gonna miss it. However, i will still be playing during the graduation ceremony this year. Wheepy! Next week, i'm gonna bring my tennis and badminton racquets to school. hoho. My sports life start again. And...

1) Functions of Modals (Quiz) - next Tuesday
2) PJ short assignment due 22 Jan
3) Debate Competition 23 Jan
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Okay, the list is still going on but i'm not gonna type them. Jogged yesterday evening, then went to YA at night. Slept around 2am, before that i heard an accident somewhere outside my house. Then woke up around 615am to get ready to go back to school for PE. (Urghh!) Jogged 3 laps. (Jogged one lap, half-jogged half walked 1 lap, walked 1 lap.) Then had a booooring lecture on Exercise. Hmm, now i feel so sleepy, how to study? I think, i will go grab a nap. Study later! :D

Booklist
1) Things i want my daughters to know - Elizabeth Noble
2) The Joy Luck Club - Amy Tan
3) The Book of Tomorrow - Cecelia Ahern

Pls let me know if any of you have come across #2 The Joy Luck Club. Thanks!!
Hmm, and pray hard, people! Grant leaders the wisdom to solve problems.

Take good care!

signing off~

So you think you know Cinderella?

Read this, it's super cool and funny! Got rhymes somemore! Enjoy! :)

I guess you think you know this story.
You don't. The real one's much more gory.
The phoney one, the one you know,
Was cooked up years and years ago,
And made to sound all soft and sappy
just to keep the children happy.
Mind you, they got the first bit right,
The bit where, in the dead of night,
The Ugly Sisters, jewels and all,
Departed for the Palace Ball,
While darling little Cinderella
Was locked up in a slimy cellar,
Where rats who wanted things to eat,
Began to nibble at her feet.

She bellowed 'Help!' and 'Let me out!
The Magic Fairy heard her shout.
Appearing in a blaze of light,
She said: 'My dear, are you all right?'
'All right?' cried Cindy .'Can't you see
'I feel as rotten as can be!'
She beat her fist against the wall,
And shouted, 'Get me to the Ball!
'There is a Disco at the Palace!
'The rest have gone and 1 am jalous!
'I want a dress! I want a coach!
'And earrings and a diamond brooch!
'And silver slippers, two of those!
'And lovely nylon panty hose!
'Done up like that I'll guarantee
'The handsome Prince will fall for me!'
The Fairy said, 'Hang on a tick.'
She gave her wand a mighty flick
And quickly, in no time at all,
Cindy was at the Palace Ball!

It made the Ugly Sisters wince
To see her dancing with the Prince.
She held him very tight and pressed
herself against his manly chest.
The Prince himself was turned to pulp,
All he could do was gasp and gulp.
Then midnight struck. She shouted,'Heck!
Ive got to run to save my neck!'
The Prince cried, 'No! Alas! Alack!'
He grabbed her dress to hold her back.
As Cindy shouted, 'Let me go!'
The dress was ripped from head to toe.

She ran out in her underwear,
And lost one slipper on the stair.
The Prince was on it like a dart,
He pressed it to his pounding heart,
'The girl this slipper fits,' he cried,
'Tomorrow morn shall be my bride!
I'll visit every house in town
'Until I've tracked the maiden down!'
Then rather carelessly, I fear,
He placed it on a crate of beer.

At once, one of the Ugly Sisters,
(The one whose face was blotched with blisters)
Sneaked up and grabbed the dainty shoe,
And quickly flushed it down the loo.
Then in its place she calmly put
The slipper from her own left foot.
Ah ha, you see, the plot grows thicker,
And Cindy's luck starts looking sicker.

Next day, the Prince went charging down
To knock on all the doors in town.
In every house, the tension grew.
Who was the owner of the shoe?
The shoe was long and very wide.
(A normal foot got lost inside.)
Also it smelled a wee bit icky.
(The owner's feet were hot and sticky.)
Thousands of eager people came
To try it on, but all in vain.
Now came the Ugly Sisters' go.
One tried it on. The Prince screamed, 'No!'
But she screamed, 'Yes! It fits! Whoopee!
'So now you've got to marry me!'
The Prince went white from ear to ear.
He muttered, 'Let me out of here.'
'Oh no you don't! You made a vow!
'There's no way you can back out now!'
'Off with her head!'The Prince roared back.
They chopped it off with one big whack.
This pleased the Prince. He smiled and said,
'She's prettier without her head.'
Then up came Sister Number Two,
Who yelled, 'Now I will try the shoe!'
'Try this instead!' the Prince yelled back.
He swung his trusty sword and smack
Her head went crashing to the ground.
It bounced a bit and rolled around.
In the kitchen, peeling spuds,
Cinderella heard the thuds
Of bouncing heads upon the floor,
And poked her own head round the door.
'What's all the racket? 'Cindy cried.
'Mind your own bizz,' the Prince replied.
Poor Cindy's heart was torn to shreds.
My Prince! she thought. He chops off heads!
How could I marry anyone
Who does that sort of thing for fun?

The Prince cried, 'Who's this dirty slut?
'Off with her nut! Off with her nut!'
Just then, all in a blaze of light,
The Magic Fairy hove in sight,
Her Magic Wand went swoosh and swish!
'Cindy! 'she cried, 'come make a wish!
'Wish anything and have no doubt
'That I will make it come about!'
Cindy answered, 'Oh kind Fairy,
'This time I shall be more wary.
'No more Princes, no more money.
'I have had my taste of honey.
I'm wishing for a decent man.
'They're hard to find. D'you think you can?'
Within a minute, Cinderella
Was married to a lovely feller,
A simple jam maker by trade,
Who sold good home-made marmalade.
Their house was filled with smiles and laughter
And they were happy ever after.

A quick hello for 2010

Okay, i have been very very busy! Busy till, i can say that it's NOT A LIFE! :( At first i felt like i must blog cuz i have a lot to say. Huh... but then... now my mind is in a mess and i don't think i can write anything much tonight, maybe when im free soon. :S But seriously, dunno when will i be free.

Okay la, few things to update.

1) I'm going back to institute tomorrow *SOBS SOBS SOBS* (with extra great emphasis, lol)

2) I'm going to get my hair colour back. (ok, ive been very very sien with this. So geram, should have gone earlier! Finally. but it's a bit too late.)

3) I'm still sick and apparently it doesnt get any better. In fact, im worse now. And what a good timing huh!

4) i've chosen not to run away on 31st Dec when i still had a LAST chance to run away. (why? i dunno, just don't feel like running away anymore, feel tired of it, feel tired of getting disappointed, and feel lazy to try again. and... i'm scared of trying again. I'm just...scared.)

Wait, though i havent typed out my new year's resolution, just to share one of them = less complaining. so....err...

1) i'm going to study again, get my brain activated! It's good.

2) it's a bit too late, but it's okay.. i just can't wait! Though will lose my original hair colour, still it's ok. Aww. I'm so gonna look young again. And of course, look like me again! :)

3) It's okay to fall sick now. Just don't get any fever.

4) No. 4 is acceptable. Anyone can feel scared. Not a complain. so... yeah.


Hmm, okay. I gotta go tidy my stuff. Pack stuff.