20 things

i don't care but i just want to ask and say something for now.

1st. when i ask 'why', i mean it when i ask it because i want to know why. If you choose not to answer, then just bear whatever consequences it will bring.
2nd. people just can't understand things. I wonder why.
3rd. what kind of attitudes have we been wearing all this while? Think about it.
4th. are we doing enough?
5th. are we always giving our best?
6th. are you that numb to not even know what do all these mean?
7th. Okay, now are you too sensitive to think that i'm talking about you?
8th. wrong timing!
9th. is it still not enough?
10th. stop pretending. it makes me sick seeing all this.
11th. ambiguity. too bad we don't share the same mind to interpret things.
12th. too late too late too late!
13th. i won't go back. i will not permit myself to.
14th. like an excited schoolboy who found a bird nest, happily showed to his friend, who then stole it from him.
15th. but it is still the same, is it not? doesn't matter, does it?
16th. FRUSTRATED.
17th. i don't feel like going there. not anytime soon.
18th. i'm cool with it.
19th. i've taken it off. it helps me to see it less often, and thus...
20th. i can keep it safe and sound. :)