=)

It's really blessed to have awesome people around you. :)
God, I'm so blessed because of You. :)

Thank YOU

Thank YOU, LORD!

You care, You listen, You love...me. :')
I'm saved again by Your greatest LOVE.

Hello Lectures!

First week of Lecture.

Finally the whole week has ended. Lot's of things happened, from great anticipation to deep-down-the-valley kind of disappointment. From unexpected to happened. From surprise to sadness. From sadness to happy.

I am the assistant monitor for this semester, so a lot of calling, texting, finding the lecturers, arranging classes, hunting for classroom, meetings are expected. After this whole week, i just realized that a lot of walking/running is needed too. Well, this is good too in a way, because i can do exercise all the time! (Positive mindset! Tick!)

However, it really isn't as easy as cake, talking to lecturers is different from talking to friends. I remember last time during the KK trip i actually called my lecturers 'you guys'. =_= But luckily they were not so sensitive about it. Arranging classes is not easy too. I have to stay back sometimes after class or go earlier than usual to look for the lecturers. So far, so good! :) I think that this job has made me become a more organized person. It feels good to see all the tasks in my checklist are checked. Well, for everything that happened, there is a reason for it. :) Go on, girl! (Positive mindset! Tick!)

I got very upset when i found out that my gerko is actually Table Tennis, not Tennis. Can you imagine how sad i was/am? Something i love with all my life, but i can't play it. To add on to my sadness, there're 5 classes taking tennis this semester. So can you imagine how crowded the tennis court will be? And WHERE can i play if it's so? T.T ...SAD. But then, i've talked to my tennis partner, we might just sign up for a club and play outside. We'll only play at school during weekends. But i really want to approach the coach i met the other day, want to ask him to train me because i really really want to play well. It's my dream all this while; i don't wanna let this dream die, just like how i let so many dreams die in the past.

Just few days ago i finally had the chance to touch and play sape!!! I was so excited! The first song that i want to learn, i've learnt 40% of it in my first lesson! :) AWESOME! I really love the sound of the sape. It sings of tradition and nature. :) Niceeee.

There are things which i should get over them now. I didn't know i would stupidly fell for it. I guess girls are still vulnerable when it comes to words... nice phrased sweet words. Hmmm.


Alright!!! Enough enough! Today i'm gonna work hard and complete all my homework! :)

Didn't know you are of that kind.

Forget

about it.

Explanation, please?

Mister, I can't read mind, so please speak your mind.

I can't read your mind, and i can't understand why you used certain words to me, and i can't guess what your expressions mean. So you gotta speak your mind and tell me! Don't let me guess, i'm scared i might get it wrong, and got the wrong message. Your words sometime told me things, but your actions told the otherwise. It's dangerous you know, it might end up hurting myself so badly. So please just tell me why you are doing all these, for who, for what...

I somehow felt that i would see you somewhere today, and unexpectedly i did. At someplace i least expected to see you. But when i saw you i didn't know what to say. Perhaps it's good too.

Cuz sour feeling seeped into my heart when i saw...

hmm.

hmmm.

New Outfit! ♥

Hey hey hey! This is the new outfit for my boyfriend. :)


And tadaaa! hahaha it's a bit sad that the starting wrap wasn't neatly done, the grip is kinda thick so it's hard to wrap it. =S Anyway, i can feeeeel that this will be a good grip. :) Expensive but worth it!

Journey to KK, Sabah.

For these three weeks holidays, i was lucky enough to visit the Sabah, which has indeed left a very unforgettable memory in my life. It was simply awesome! Despite the packed schedule and nights trapped in UMS hostel, i truly enjoyed myself! It marked so much difference when you're traveling with your friends. (An awesome bunch of friends, of course)

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Sabah, known fondly as ‘The Land Below the Wind’ is really an attractive place to visit, with Mount Kinabalu rising majestically 4,095.2m from sea level and its beautiful stretch of coast with beaches of fine white sand and crystal clear water.

I am proud to tell you all that i've successfully conquered Mount Kinabalu! It was not an easy journey way up. I struggled with the pain of my old injury at the joint of my right leg. Every step i made by lifting my leg up hurt a lot. But it was the unwavering determination that held me on and moved me on. I am guilty to admit that i didn't really have enough physical training before the climb. I was busy enjoying my holiday. The only things i did before that week were one evening of jogging and two tennis sessions. (These are not even counted as trainings!) So you see, i had a hard time climbing up.

Before the climb, we stayed at Kinabalu Park. I was lucky to 'tumpang' a lecturer's daughter, that i got to stay in the Peak Lodge. It was a very high class, comfortable Western lodge. We were so excited snapping photos of every corner of the lodge, yes, i meant every corner!

We also had buffet meals there where we savoured every mouthful. And i took every opportunity to be creative by decorating my meals. XD It was fun!

I experienced the deepest inner as well as physical struggles making my way up to the Low's Peak. It was so difficult because i was exhausted with the steep climb, and the wind was so strong and cold. It was as if the nature and your tired self were telling you to give up. But i didn't want to give up just yet. I saw the peak already, i just had to walk there.

Climbers with headlamps trailing up the mountain slowly, battling the coldness but determinedly making each step forward.

I had a mountain guide by my side. Somehow i felt that i was very lucky because it seemed that i was the only one who had a personal mountain guide. My hands were frozen and numb, and my breathing was fast. Seeing this, the mountain guide held my hand. His hand was so warm! He asked me a few times whether i was really going to make it to the peak or i would better just walk back to Laban Rata. I was unsure if i could make it. But one thing for sure was i want to make it to the peak. So i took a deep breathe, and told him, 'Even if i have to crawl up there, i would do so too.' Hearing this, he nodded his head, 'if you want to, i will help you. But don't push yourself too hard, if you can't, just give up. If not you might die halfway up.'

I understood the danger and risk very well if i persist when i was already no longer physically fit for it. But, how could i possibly give up? My students were waiting me for the good news; my friends were praying for my success; my family was praying for me; the others had gone up to the peak; I had already come so far, climbed so much, experienced so much pain and struggles. And i had paid the money for this. (RM530, not a small amount for a college student ok?) The peak was just right in front of me, i just needed to press on and make it there.

So yes!!! Thank God! He granted me extra strength and i finally kissed the summit! The feeling when i was standing at the peak was - awesome - it's indescribable - you just gotta experience it yourself! (At least once in your life.) It's really something that i will remember for life!

I took this when i was going down from the peak. Did you see my proud face?

I thank God too because i got to witness a breathtaking sunrise! It was something that i wanted to do during this Mount Kinabalu climb! It was stunning, beautiful... How great the Creator is, who painted such a beautiful sunrise! It made the whole climb very worthwhile!

Awesomely stunning, breathtaking and beautiful sunrise!

After the climb to the peak, my mountain guide praised me that i am mentally strong. He was surprised too that i could make it up there. This is Agnes, mentally strong! If it's something i really want to achieve, i will, no matter what, press on and endure all hardships in order to reach it. For those who want to challenge Mount Kinabalu: It is a difficult journey up, but it's achievable. Have enough physical trainings before climbing, it will help a lot.

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Hello, Manukan Island!

Manukan Island offers a perfect rendezvous with nature: long, white beaches with gentle surf, crystal-clear waters, and a perfect place to say hello to beautiful fishes. The semi-circular Manukan Island is just about 15 minutes from Kota Kinabalu, you can get a ride by using the speedboat. This is a good paradise with all kinds of fishes. You can find Nemo here! Renting the snorkeling equipment is just RM5! This is a budget island if you want to visit a beautiful island and protect your wallet from excessive 'bleeding'.

Photo with my TESL junior.

We were the only two challengers from TESL course. Oh by the way, i need to clarify that he wasn't putting his hand on my shoulder. It just happened to look like that because of the angle. But hey, don't you think we both look cool? heehee.

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Overall, it was such a memorable trip that i will cherish forever. I took almost 2000 photos in just 6-day trip! This was the first time i went traveling with friends and it was awesomely awesome! Friends make so much difference by just being around. :)

KK is a very good place to visit. I will for sure visit it someday. Didn't really have enough time to really tour around KK as we were trapped in UMS hostel. Of course, apart from Mount KK, we did go to places around KK such as the Philippine Market and 1Borneo which is located somewhere outside UMS.

NEXT DESTINATIONS:
Singapore (Year end), Otago, NZ (June 2011!)

Can't wait!!!