两个人

两个人，

在一起，
要一起学习，
要一起付出，
要一起包容，
要一起忍耐，
要一起坚持，
走下去。

可以吗？

Worn down.

Daddy... I'm tired.

But i know You are here.

We'll pull through together. :)

Knock knock!

It's now 0058, almost 1am! I'm sleepy but i'm still up. I've just completed one of my assignments! Hooray! (Well, not really completed cuz i haven't done the cover and referencing, but yeah, the 9 pages report and the Appendixes are done!)

Suddenly i'm in the mood to post an entry here. Recently i just found out something about someone i really care a lot. I didn't feel good when i discovered the thing. Then i thought, who am i to judge him? Yeah, everyone has an ugly side. Not saying that the thing he did was ugly, but here i want to highlight that everyone makes mistakes from time to time. I can't say that i never made any mistakes, nor can i guarantee i won't make any mistakes in the future. And, i am not in any position to point my finger at him and tell him he has disappointed me. So perhaps i should just wait and listen to his explanation some time later. I should be fair by not making any assumptions on my own. But it somehow really upsets me, and makes me wonder if it's for real this time. Gah... complicated isn't it? =S

Anyway, i will continue to pray for this. I know things will turn out well. :)

Getting worse!!!

Election is just around the corner, and many politicians are now raising issues all over the places.

I think all the races are actually happy with each other, mingling happily with each other everyday (take a look at Sarawak, or our surrounding), totally no problem! It's when the desire of more power overwhelmed, or possessed those politicians, they started to raise some racial issues, and now... religious issues. T.T

What i think is, for us Christians, what we could do is persevere and be patient, let us not act in any hasty way. We'll be cool. We'll continue to pray that God will strengthen everyone of us and grant us wisdom to face this battle! :)

Pray hard so that we don't fall into the traps set by satans by shooting harsh words back to those who are against us. We'll continue on with the path Jesus Christ directed us and let no evil spirits lure us into doing any bad things which will in return smear the good name of our God. :D

(HAHAHA got so carried away with this political thing, or rather, religious issues >.<)

Anyway, BE STRONG and WISE, brothers and sisters! :D

Jogging with Gracie

09/04/2011 - I went jogging with my dear sister in the evening. It was really great because i got to spend ample time with her, talking to her, and listening to her telling stories (stories mom and dad don't even know :P). :) I wish i could watch her grow. I don't want to just be a passer-by in her life, but rather, i want to be someone who changes her life. :)

Childhood.

How fast time has passed. Childhood is now forever in the history of life, we can never go back. But look at what we have now, look ahead! Future is awaiting us. :)

Love the sunset at the playground, it brought back some sweet and funny memories.

Yep, it was so great! Guess what? We completed 10 rounds! Hooray!!! ^^

* I wrote this entry and uploaded these photos while doing assignment. T-T Well, I am really tired and sleepy. I don't know why, it just feels as though i never get enough sleep. Zzz

I'm missing you already!

Collide

Collide lyrics
Songwriters: Griffin, Kevin; Day, Howie;

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you, yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find you and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find you and I collide

You finally find you and I collide
You finally find you and I collide

Hello April!

Finally i'm done with the assignments! I had two sleepless nights. :( It's really torturing! Hopefully, i won't have to do it again anymore. No more sleepless night please! I almost walked into a pillar yesterday while walking. And i kept dozing off during lecture, my handwriting was messy and funny. Sometimes the words just got smaller and 'flew'. haha. Dark circles, dull skin... i've been sitting all days with my eyes glued to the screen, doing research... cracking my head to do my assignments. Doing star jumps to de-stress. Haha. I miss sports. I MISS TENNIS! Boohoo!

During the last combined CF gathering at my school, i led the Praise & Worship session. It was a very different experience with God. :) I hope God likes the P&W session. Before that i was quite stressed out because i myself had a lot of work to do, assignments, meetings and all that. I got even worried when i couldn't find anyone to play the keyboard and guitar, and no one to be my backup singers because everyone was so busy with their assignments. I prayed to God, told Him that i really wanted to serve Him and sing to Him, but i was busy, i felt helpless... Well, in the end, He made things so perfectly wonderful. :) He told me to sing as i wished to sing, He found me a guitarist and two backup singers. :) Thank You, Lord. You know my desire to sing for You, and You made it happen. :)

The songs i led that night were 'Because of Your Love', 'Still' and 'With All I Am'. Love those songs! Often, i learnt more and more about how to walk closely with God through songs. God told us to "BE STILL".

When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with You above the storm.
Father, You are king over the flood,
I will be still and know You are God.

Be still, not because we are good at it or we are able to do it, so don't worry. No. BE STILL, because He is in control; BE STILL, because He is our Father God, our Daddy! He is more than capable of doing impossible things! Amen!

With All I Am. I thought of this song when my CF leader asked me to lead the worship session. I thought of the life we should live and i thought of this song. It has always been one of my favourite songs. A song which i would want to sing to God at every beginning of the day! This song always reminds me that i should commit myself to Him daily. I should worship Him everyday in my life. I want to be connected to Him in every moment of my life. I want to embrace in His presence everyday!

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Today, i am happy that it started off with a P&W practice at church with my buddies. ;) I'm so happy to praise God together with them. It's been a while and i really missed it! :) Initially i planned to go shopping for things i need to bring for my BIG camp next week. It didn't happen, and i ended up spending my time in front of the laptop. (And i thought i'm done with this life.) hahaha. Well, will list out the things i need to buy and go out tonight. Hopefully my lecturer won't call me cuz i don't want to go back to school to do the name tags and progamme book. Argh, not today please... Ah, and i am waiting for the call from the design and printing studio for the banners. Praise the Lord, the boss offered me a sweet price! It really saves our cost! :D

I made one for myself too! :) Cheer leading! Go go go!

I think that many times, help doesn't always come in big actions. Anyway, i still have a lot to learn in this.