Saturday, July 16, 2011

Friday, July 1, 2011

=)

It's really blessed to have awesome people around you. :)
God, I'm so blessed because of You. :)

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Thank YOU

Thank YOU, LORD!

You care, You listen, You love...me. :')
I'm saved again by Your greatest LOVE.

Hello Lectures!

First week of Lecture.

Finally the whole week has ended. Lot's of things happened, from great anticipation to deep-down-the-valley kind of disappointment. From unexpected to happened. From surprise to sadness. From sadness to happy.

I am the assistant monitor for this semester, so a lot of calling, texting, finding the lecturers, arranging classes, hunting for classroom, meetings are expected. After this whole week, i just realized that a lot of walking/running is needed too. Well, this is good too in a way, because i can do exercise all the time! (Positive mindset! Tick!)

However, it really isn't as easy as cake, talking to lecturers is different from talking to friends. I remember last time during the KK trip i actually called my lecturers 'you guys'. =_= But luckily they were not so sensitive about it. Arranging classes is not easy too. I have to stay back sometimes after class or go earlier than usual to look for the lecturers. So far, so good! :) I think that this job has made me become a more organized person. It feels good to see all the tasks in my checklist are checked. Well, for everything that happened, there is a reason for it. :) Go on, girl! (Positive mindset! Tick!)

I got very upset when i found out that my gerko is actually Table Tennis, not Tennis. Can you imagine how sad i was/am? Something i love with all my life, but i can't play it. To add on to my sadness, there're 5 classes taking tennis this semester. So can you imagine how crowded the tennis court will be? And WHERE can i play if it's so? T.T ...SAD. But then, i've talked to my tennis partner, we might just sign up for a club and play outside. We'll only play at school during weekends. But i really want to approach the coach i met the other day, want to ask him to train me because i really really want to play well. It's my dream all this while; i don't wanna let this dream die, just like how i let so many dreams die in the past.

Just few days ago i finally had the chance to touch and play sape!!! I was so excited! The first song that i want to learn, i've learnt 40% of it in my first lesson! :) AWESOME! I really love the sound of the sape. It sings of tradition and nature. :) Niceeee.

There are things which i should get over them now. I didn't know i would stupidly fell for it. I guess girls are still vulnerable when it comes to words... nice phrased sweet words. Hmmm.


Alright!!! Enough enough! Today i'm gonna work hard and complete all my homework! :)

Didn't know you are of that kind.


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Explanation, please?

Mister, I can't read mind, so please speak your mind.
I can't read your mind, and i can't understand why you used certain words to me, and i can't guess what your expressions mean. So you gotta speak your mind and tell me! Don't let me guess, i'm scared i might get it wrong, and got the wrong message. Your words sometime told me things, but your actions told the otherwise. It's dangerous you know, it might end up hurting myself so badly. So please just tell me why you are doing all these, for who, for what...

I somehow felt that i would see you somewhere today, and unexpectedly i did. At someplace i least expected to see you. But when i saw you i didn't know what to say. Perhaps it's good too.

Cuz sour feeling seeped into my heart when i saw...

hmm.

hmmm.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

New Outfit! ♥

Hey hey hey! This is the new outfit for my boyfriend. :)


And tadaaa! hahaha it's a bit sad that the starting wrap wasn't neatly done, the grip is kinda thick so it's hard to wrap it. =S Anyway, i can feeeeel that this will be a good grip. :) Expensive but worth it!