The last day of 2010

Wooot! Another year is going to end! 2010, another year of learning and growth. Life is all about making mistakes and learning from them. So, make more mistakes in 2011! XD

China trip. I haven't had the time to update on what's happened there and everything which i thought of and learnt there. However, the most important thing which i've learnt is the importance of family. All the things there could be great, but without family, it's really not much fun. Thank God for the snow, at least i've seen it. (traded it by getting a mild frostbite :p) Snow was exactly like the blended ice you get when you order for ABC. Hahaha. It felt good too when you got hit by an ice ball! I got to meet many new friends, many teachers. It's um, 60% enjoyable. HAHA! I really hope that this would be the last time i went to China. I really don't like it there, Kuching is the best! :)

Coming back home. Well, catching up with meet ups most of the time. I'm also trying to play as much tennis as possible. My love! :D I spent my Christmas at the beach together with my family, went swimming to burn the fat i gained while i was in China (winter + food + NO exercise). Finally i got to play tennis with daddy! It was a very good training and i really enjoyed it! However, dad's foot was hurt while playing with me. =/

2010 wasn't really a very happy and good year. Of course, it's not that bad too cuz indeed i learnt a lot of things. I went through many painful lessons in life, but those are what made us grow and mature. However, 2011 will be a better year, i'm sure! I finished my 1.5 years of Foundation year, embarking on my first degree year next year. The timetable for next year is quite free, so it means i could search for a part time job! I wanna save as much money as possible.

I can't wait to dive into the hectic school life again. But for next year, it would be slightly different, cuz i might have jobs to go for after/before lectures and more TENNIS! Yay! It gives me the happy feeling when i know that all my tennis buddies are coming back! :)

Delirious.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Man, this is so so sooo fun! Again again!

Ginko Leaves

I fly elegantly in the air like the Ginko leaves.

A sad clown.

Day 4 [Singapore]

Weather: Perfect sunny!

I woke up late! :'(
and so i couldn't go swimming, or else my swimsuit wouldn't be able to dry up before i leave tonight. *sobs* Anyway, i shouldn't go swimming too as now my arms muscles are kinda painful. I think i swam too much yesterday. I was doing breast stroke until, i really didn't have the energy to pull my arms in the water. Luckily i didn't persist, i might get drown due to tiredness. :P

So, instead of wasting my time doing nothing (or continue sleeping), i started packing. Hopefully, no more re-packing in the last minute! Okay, there's still one thing i would want to do before i leave Singapore. But i'm really not too sure if i should. =/

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A sad clown.
such an irony.
or is he an imposter who hides himself behind the thick happy make-up?
or is he a hypocrite who tells the world to be happy,
yet can't help being sad himself?

Lesson # 3: Stop pretending.

Oh, i came across with that three words, and they made me ponder, so i just wrote it out for sharing. :)

Random :P

My bed for now.

:D

Dive into the pool.

Just feel like... diving into the pool.
Oh, they said we could cry freely in the pool. :)

Twisted and hurt.

Seriously.
It's drifted way too much.
I should get back on the track,
or i would miss another chance
to find myself back again.

It came knocking at your door
unexpectedly - should i open it
and embrace it even though it spells impossibility?
Why did it come anyway?

Things are often presented in a stark difference.
When these two totally different worlds meet,
it either creates sparks or it creates
nothing.

I once thought that i was quite good
and i had nothing to worry about.
But the truth revealed itself -
I'm worried about almost everything.

The rational mind tells me no
but my emotional heart tells me yes.
Twisted and hurt,
which one should i go for?

Writer's thought:
Well, i guess part of it is inspired by the Malay song, 'Isabella', which sings of a sad love story of two different worlds. It has a very strong melancholy element in it.

Happy Birthday, Daddy!

Happy
50th
Birthday!

To: The Awesome Superb Loving BEST-EST Dad

Happy Birthday! Thank you for everything! Thank you for always being very understanding. Thank you for bringing love to us. Thank you, for your presence in my live! Thank you, for being such a wonderful dad for this family! :)

I'm truly a blessed child!
Thank God for you.
Wish you happy always. :)

Love, Agnes.