This post is not to condemn anyone, please take note if you are too sensitive.
Lately, many things happened and they all blew me hard enough. Through this kind of hard times, really opened my eyes to the colours of the world and the masks people are wearing.
Tolerate.
How much can you tolerate? And until what extent?
Well, this 'incident' gave me a very hard blow and brought along with it many 'side effects'. It's very easy to destroy others' image eh? However, not to worry, i still hold tight to my promise to God, which is i won't do bad to my enemy. :) At first, i chose to kept silent. However, i guess there're really things where you need to stand up and defend yourself.
I've been struggling between to tell or not to tell. If i don't tell, i will have to carry that 'bad image' unless if people really believe in me (but how many will?). I can't let it continue, truth must be known. If i didn't do it, yes, i will show to you all i did not do it. And in the end, i realized, you won't do a person any better if you only just keep tolerating. Cuz in a way you are encouraging him/her to continue with what he/she did. Everything comes with a lesson. Some learnt it the easy way, some just have to learn it the hard way. Instead of tolerating, it's time i should let the truth come to light. Initially, i have decided to ignore it, but after how serious it has become, no, i am not gonna let it like this. It's concerning my image and my friends. Just because of that, i have lost so much of my precious things, and people. Forgiving is not hating you, but at the same time also letting you realized how it has destroyed other's life. Just because of one untrue story, some immature actions, you've made people labeled me the other way. No, really, i do not hate you, but look, we need to learn things in life. Consequences for what we have done. And what i am doing is not to put you in any bad situation, but to save things back. Or else, i am gonna live in your shadows.
I'm telling the truth, not a made-up story.
I will put everything back to place.
The friendships i used to have, the image, and my own self.
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