Silence.

Unbelievable!

So many questions i wanted to ask, so many things i wanted to say...
Yet, are all summarized with a few minutes of s i l e n c e .

Courage. :(

Take care, alright?

Dilemma.

To go
or
not to go?

Will things change when i leave?
Will everything still remain the same when i come back?

I hate the feeling of being far, far away from everything...

Book Making

Sometimes, i really don't know how can i help. So i spent one whole night, making a motivation book, hopefully it can always be there to motivate you when you need a boost of strength. Went all over the places to search for quotes, flipped through the bible to search for powerful bible verses to encourage you. I just wanna help out, i wanna do something to help out... :) Do something i could...

Remember...

Unfair.

Why most of them who never treasure life can enjoy a good life, good health? They don't deserve it! They do all kinds of things to destroy their own life... Yet those who fight to live everyday and to chase after their dreams, have to struggle through pain and endless suffering... Why those who don't deserve good health could have it, yet those who deserve good health are just far from it? Why? :'(

♥

Love is Life. ;-)

♥

sen no yoru wo koete by aqua timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Gotta keep this song forever.. :)

Hello October!

Hello October, it has been a while!!! I've never expected i would abandon the blog this long. I thought of recording down every life's wonderful, or sad happenings. At least there is something for me to read on my life. Or at least i could inspire people through my life. But, really terribly sorry. I was so busy with things. :(

Anyway, gonna poof again.


Before that, i want to say this:

I really thank God for all the things i have received so freely for Him, and all the times He has forgiven me. :) The awesome friends and people He put into my life. They way He makes people connected to one another - through family, siblings, friendship, bananaboat *wink to my banana partner*, special relationship, special friends... and all. :) God is indeed good. He has His plans.

Keep trusting God!