Twisted and hurt.

Seriously.
It's drifted way too much.
I should get back on the track,
or i would miss another chance
to find myself back again.

It came knocking at your door
unexpectedly - should i open it
and embrace it even though it spells impossibility?
Why did it come anyway?

Things are often presented in a stark difference.
When these two totally different worlds meet,
it either creates sparks or it creates
nothing.

I once thought that i was quite good
and i had nothing to worry about.
But the truth revealed itself -
I'm worried about almost everything.

The rational mind tells me no
but my emotional heart tells me yes.
Twisted and hurt,
which one should i go for?

Writer's thought:
Well, i guess part of it is inspired by the Malay song, 'Isabella', which sings of a sad love story of two different worlds. It has a very strong melancholy element in it.

Happy Birthday, Daddy!

Happy
50th
Birthday!

To: The Awesome Superb Loving BEST-EST Dad

Happy Birthday! Thank you for everything! Thank you for always being very understanding. Thank you for bringing love to us. Thank you, for your presence in my live! Thank you, for being such a wonderful dad for this family! :)

I'm truly a blessed child!
Thank God for you.
Wish you happy always. :)

Love, Agnes.

Birthday Dinner at Sanga

I chose to be different.

Happy birthday!

I went out with a bunch of friends just now to Sanga (a japanese restaurant). It's been a while since our last outing. We had a lot to catch up with each other's life. And, i realized i've changed. I'm not sure how i have changed, i'm not too sure if it's a good thing or the opposite.

EAT . PRAY . LOVE

Elizabeth Gilbert's EAT PRAY LOVE.

I am inspired and so i feel like writing something really special for myself. I'm not too sure how long i will live, but i believe in living life to the fullest. Yes i know life can be very depressing at times, but that's life. Ups and downs. Sometimes, i will feel that i'm very strong and i could fight on and on; sometimes i just feel so weak that i would rather concede defeat. However, i am very blessed that i know who to seek for when i am weak. I am blessed, I am truly blessed. :)

We EAT, we PRAY, and we LOVE.
We ENJOY, we PLAY, and that's LIFE.

:)

Who's the Mr Right?

Your dating personality profile: Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Conservative - You take a conservative stance on most issues and aren't shy about saying so. Your political views are an important component of who you are.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Religious 2. Big-Hearted 3. Conservative 4. Stylish 5. Traditional 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Romantic 8. Adventurous 9. Athletic 10. Practical

Your date match profile: Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life. Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle. Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Religious 2. Traditional 3. Shy 4. Practical 5. Wealthy/Ambitious 6. Big-Hearted 7. Stylish 8. Romantic 9. Adventurous 10. Athletic

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At times.

I feel like playing a song with my violin to the sea.

;(

I'm just so sick of you.

You could say those things and treat as if nothing has happened.