Expectations and Reality

Expectations we carry.

The message this photo conveys is exactly how i feel now..it's kinda true, many times i just have to bear the expectations of others. People expect me to be smart, hardworking, good... people expect me to be excellent in everything... Not only other people are putting their expectations on you, most of the time, you yourself are also constantly pressuring yourself with expectations. My result this time, *deep sigh* i can't imagine how bad it will be, but i could feel the day coming...I would be very crushed down in regrets and disappointment. Mom and dad would definitely be very upset over it. But Lord, please teach me not to fall into the trap and fill myself with hatred for the cause of my bad performance in academic. :(

The higher you climbed, the more painful the fall is. :'(

I failed to plan the cushion for my fall and this time the fall hurts so badly. :(

If humans are not born with emotions and feelings, we won't be affected by other people's remarks on us right? Yeap. Then we would be able to concentrate better in things we are supposed to do. Things would be better, way better. And i would still be me. 

if only...

Humans. Feelings. Revenge. Emotions. Ego. Patience. Silence. Happiness. Hatred. Immaturity. Anger. Disappointment. Failure. Chances. 

Second chance.