Life's been pretty... indescribable, unfathomable, unexpected lately. The roller coaster keeps going up and down, round and round,
Sometimes there was an assuring peaceful moment; sometimes unexpected things just exploded uncontrollably; sometimes your view got really blurred and you just couldn't see the road ahead clearly; sometimes everything turned so rowdy and you really found it hard to hear the voice - God's calming and assuring voice in the midst of all noises; sometimes life drove you crazy until you felt like running away from everything; sometimes people hurt you made you feel so unwanted and unloved; sometimes you felt helpless when you know the truth was distorted; sometimes you wished someone could just give you a pat on your shoulder to say 'I still trust you' when everyone had their fingers pointed at you; sometimes you wished for people to believe in you for what they truly know about you despite the things they saw and heard; sometimes life got so unfair but the only option you had was to go along with it; sometimes your spirit grew faint and you were just too timid to make another move on; sometimes you felt like giving up, sometimes you felt terribly lost, sometimes you felt so devastated and dismayed;
How long more, O Lord?
How much more, O Lord?
Will i be able to pull through?
What is it that You want me to learn this time?
Teach me not to pull through in ways my emotions would take me,
But in the ways that You desire.
Teach me not to hurt other people
But to love them and pray for them.
Teach me not to join them and not to utter unpleasant words
But to bless them with good words.
Teach me not be be hasty in making any decision
But to wait in Your time.
round and round...
Sometimes there was an assuring peaceful moment; sometimes unexpected things just exploded uncontrollably; sometimes your view got really blurred and you just couldn't see the road ahead clearly; sometimes everything turned so rowdy and you really found it hard to hear the voice - God's calming and assuring voice in the midst of all noises; sometimes life drove you crazy until you felt like running away from everything; sometimes people hurt you made you feel so unwanted and unloved; sometimes you felt helpless when you know the truth was distorted; sometimes you wished someone could just give you a pat on your shoulder to say 'I still trust you' when everyone had their fingers pointed at you; sometimes you wished for people to believe in you for what they truly know about you despite the things they saw and heard; sometimes life got so unfair but the only option you had was to go along with it; sometimes your spirit grew faint and you were just too timid to make another move on; sometimes you felt like giving up, sometimes you felt terribly lost, sometimes you felt so devastated and dismayed;
sometimes you felt like you don't belong here.
How long more, O Lord?
How much more, O Lord?
Will i be able to pull through?
What is it that You want me to learn this time?
Teach me, Lord.
If it means to break me, break me, Lord.
Test me. Mould me. Guide me.
Comfort me. Assure me.
If it means to break me, break me, Lord.
Test me. Mould me. Guide me.
Comfort me. Assure me.
Teach me not to pull through in ways my emotions would take me,
But in the ways that You desire.
Teach me not to hurt other people
But to love them and pray for them.
Teach me not to join them and not to utter unpleasant words
But to bless them with good words.
Teach me not be be hasty in making any decision
But to wait in Your time.
Dear Lord, only You know.
Lord, grant me strength, perseverance, and confidence.
Lord, grant me strength, perseverance, and confidence.
Lord...
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