Promises.

Pour Your spirit over me, let Your love rain down.
Would You take these hands of mine and use me?
Would You take these feet of mine and lead me?

Thank You, Father, for tonight. 'promises'.. You are indeed an awesome GOD! I am so in love with You... ♥

Tonight was a special night. Ever since i stepped my foot to SG, there's a voice inside me kept telling me to join any cell group i could. So i joined my cousin's cell group - it turned out fantastically and magically AWESOME! I'm amazed at how God does things! When you need just the right word to be reassured, when you are struggling and fighting within yourself, when you are just so desperate for an answer - He will give it to you, somehow... He will come to the rescue, for sure. :) Thank You, Lord!

Was really worried over someone... and i felt so powerless cuz i really can't do anything practical to help, to ease his pain. Felt like everything that i've been trying was just in vain. Felt like there's no hope... However, after this powerful prayer by the cell group leader, i feel that i have the strength to carry on this fight...

Promises.

Don't give up just yet.
Gotta claim the gifts, remember?

Silence.

Unbelievable!

So many questions i wanted to ask, so many things i wanted to say...
Yet, are all summarized with a few minutes of s i l e n c e .

Courage. :(

Take care, alright?

Dilemma.

To go
or
not to go?

Will things change when i leave?
Will everything still remain the same when i come back?

I hate the feeling of being far, far away from everything...

Book Making

Sometimes, i really don't know how can i help. So i spent one whole night, making a motivation book, hopefully it can always be there to motivate you when you need a boost of strength. Went all over the places to search for quotes, flipped through the bible to search for powerful bible verses to encourage you. I just wanna help out, i wanna do something to help out... :) Do something i could...

Remember...

Unfair.

Why most of them who never treasure life can enjoy a good life, good health? They don't deserve it! They do all kinds of things to destroy their own life... Yet those who fight to live everyday and to chase after their dreams, have to struggle through pain and endless suffering... Why those who don't deserve good health could have it, yet those who deserve good health are just far from it? Why? :'(

♥

Love is Life. ;-)

♥

sen no yoru wo koete by aqua timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Gotta keep this song forever.. :)